I have a recent new turn on that gets me off hard. My room shares a wall with my parents room. I can allways hear them doing it and I was annoyed at first. But now, I have been listening and playing with myself, thinking about the first time I get to do it for real. I mean I have sucked on 2 different guys, but I haven't done anything else yet. But that's not the embarrassing part yet lol.
Recently, I wait till after they're done. My dad always goes to the bathroom after, then I wait like 10 to 15 minutes. I sneak in their room, and take the condom out of the trash back to my room. I play with it, and started tying it a not, then putting it up in me. Then I started leaving it in me like all day, like go to school with it inside me, go to the mall, just around the house. One day after wearing it out to the mall for acouple hours, I got home and was in the shower, and was trying to get it back out. I dunno it my nail did it or if it just popped, but when I pulled it out, the condom came out in 2 pieces. I got super scared and washed myself out. I waited 2 weeks till my period finally started. OMG so freaking scary, but turned me on soo much. Now, I've started just twisting it up and putting it up in me. Makes me so horny. And yesterday at the mall, I started feeling it leaking out, so I 'accidently' spilled my drink on my lap. Makes me so horny doing this, but I am so nervous someone will find out.