I've been dating this girl for almost 5 months now, I'm a girl too. She's a decent decade older than me, and treats me really well. As much as I care for her though, I'm constantly fantasizing about being with men. I can't help it, I love both men and women. But being in thi relationship is so hard for me, I've never been in a serious one before. All of these really sexy guys keep presenting themselves to me and flirt an give me they're numbers even though I don't ask for it... And at night I just dream about having hot affairs with whoever it is I prefer that night. 5+ months without a good hard man to satisfy me is getting to be more and more difficult to pass up!!! So much sexy in the world, it's so not fair.