I'm a female in a position of authority. Never thought this would happen to me, as I have always been faithful to men I've been with and never before desired to cheat. Always have done my job with integrity, etc. Well, nothing has happened yet...but I cannot stop fantasizing about a former client. I am obsessed. Ethically it would be wrong, due to my position at work and that he was my client. We are both adults, by the way. I'm also married. I see him at least once per week as we have to be in the same building. I find myself looking for opportunities to run into him. Once he greeted me with a kiss on the cheek. I actually talked to him about how it wasn't appropriate, but I secretly loved it. I think possibly he... find.s me attractive too, based on his nonverbal towards me. I have soo many fantasies of him and I meetig up secretly, like in a movie theater during the day and making out....other fantasies involve him making love to me in the shower. We live in same area and I was driving home from work yesterday and actually saw him jogging down the street...wearing nothing but shorts...he is totally ripped and muscular, his body dripping with sweat, tattoos all over his body....he is so opposite of me....I'm a good girl, educated, chubby, blonde, white...he's a bad boy, hard body, tattooed, and brown....I can't let anything happen as I would surely be fired and humiliated and divorced if found out, but I am obsessed! Pray for me!!!!