since i have met my girlfriend i haven't done anything with a man but i cant stop thinking about it. i really love and enjoy sex with her but i cant stop thinking of past experiences with guys or fantasize about men, mostly older common friends.
i do look very straight acting but the truth is i prefer being submissive and be treated like a slut.

whenever i am home alone for a couple of days (we live together), i always get drunk and start fucking myself with dildos while thinking of how hot it would be to seduce a married friend of mine.

i really feel ashamed and bad for her. i cant fight it despite that every time i do it, after i feel terrible!

the worst thing is that this very moment i am naked in front of my pc, i just got ass fucked for over an hour and still i am horny and cant stop thinking of how awful i am treating her andshe is wonderfull and caring, a real one of a kind

i am the worst guys, the worst man alive