I am gay/bi. I love cock and I can't get enough. I want to be a beautiful 13yo girl so I can go around getting cock all the time. I love to dress up and get fucked hard by a group of black guys while their women watch. I like to eat their pussies while I stroke a guy off and one is inside me. When I was 12 I play with my cousin's penis by my great grandma's pond behind the bushes. I even put it in my mouth and licked it. Looking back I realize now that he oozed a ton of pre-cum that I lapped up. I was never with a guy since then until I turned 32. I have been fighting the feeling for years but I have always owned and used dildos. They just keep getting larger LOL. When I turned 33 I searched CL and found a chubby black college boy who sucked me off. That was at Miliken in Decatur, IL. I decided that I wanted to be the one who was the bitch after that and I have never looked back. I refuse any touch of my genitalia be my men or myself. I am a cum bucket here to please real men and I don't deserve to be pleasured. I am that way with women too. If I ever cum, it is alone with a 12" long 3.5"wide dildo in my pussy, all the way to the balls.