I am a straight white man who is 30 years old. In my day to day life I an a straight man. However, I like get high on crystal meth, dress up like a woman, and masturbate anally for hours. Thigh highs, skirts, tight jeans, cute sneakers, heels, dresses, makeup. It makes me feel so sexy. I set up a mirror on the bed and I take pictures. The drug makes me want to be a sexy girl. I fuck myself with vibrators. I ride vibrators. A couple times while I was high I contacted random men on Craigslist and had gay sex with them while dressed like a woman. I like sucking their dicks and having them rub my legs in my stockings. Holding me by my high heels while fucking my ass. I liked when he came in me. I only like this when I'm really high on meth. But I like it so much I want to do meth just so I can feel the rush of being dressed up and masturbating with vibrators, and maybe I will get up the courage to get another man to fuck me on Craigslist.