I'm a young adult female having sex with my dad. I know it's not right and sometimes I feel guilty, but not enough to stop.
The situation is that my father had a job that kept him away a lot of the time when I was growing up, so it was more my mother who raised me. We weren't really close in a parent-child sort of way.
Over the years my mom has lost interest in sex and I'm in college and completely obsessed with it. Dad still wants it and I was upset to find out that he was having affairs. He told me that my mother knew and didn't really care and that he'd been having casual sex with multiple women for years.
This was the first time I thought of my father 'that way.' It probably would have grossed anyone else out, but it turned me on. I questioned him about it a lot. He questioned me about my love life. (I think I get my sex drive from him). We started sort of joking around about sex with each other, which is probably where I should have draw the line.
Then one afternoon he picked me up from school, which was unusual because I generally rid home with a friend. He apologized and then admitted that he had been having sexual feelings for me for months, and it was driving him insane. I admitted that I felt the same way. He offered to take me to a motel and I agreed.
I really wasn't sure I'd go through with it. I was so nervous and shaking. I knew it was illegal to have sex with my dad, but I wanted it so much. We got to the motel and had some drinks to calm both of our nerves, but I don't think it did much good, because I was still terrified out of my mind. But when he kissed me --- I couldn't resist. I had to have him.
We spent all night in that room, fucking each other senseless. It was the best sex I'd ever had. I guess there is something to say for older men and experience. Afterward, yes, I was ashamed. But exhilerated too.
After that, we met for sex often, and eventually began doing it at home. At first behind my mother's back, and then openly. She knows we're having sex and doesn't seem to care. I know it's bad. I know how horrible it is. I would be so humiliated if anyone found out, but I just can't stop.
The situation is that my father had a job that kept him away a lot of the time when I was growing up, so it was more my mother who raised me. We weren't really close in a parent-child sort of way.
Over the years my mom has lost interest in sex and I'm in college and completely obsessed with it. Dad still wants it and I was upset to find out that he was having affairs. He told me that my mother knew and didn't really care and that he'd been having casual sex with multiple women for years.
This was the first time I thought of my father 'that way.' It probably would have grossed anyone else out, but it turned me on. I questioned him about it a lot. He questioned me about my love life. (I think I get my sex drive from him). We started sort of joking around about sex with each other, which is probably where I should have draw the line.
Then one afternoon he picked me up from school, which was unusual because I generally rid home with a friend. He apologized and then admitted that he had been having sexual feelings for me for months, and it was driving him insane. I admitted that I felt the same way. He offered to take me to a motel and I agreed.
I really wasn't sure I'd go through with it. I was so nervous and shaking. I knew it was illegal to have sex with my dad, but I wanted it so much. We got to the motel and had some drinks to calm both of our nerves, but I don't think it did much good, because I was still terrified out of my mind. But when he kissed me --- I couldn't resist. I had to have him.
We spent all night in that room, fucking each other senseless. It was the best sex I'd ever had. I guess there is something to say for older men and experience. Afterward, yes, I was ashamed. But exhilerated too.
After that, we met for sex often, and eventually began doing it at home. At first behind my mother's back, and then openly. She knows we're having sex and doesn't seem to care. I know it's bad. I know how horrible it is. I would be so humiliated if anyone found out, but I just can't stop.
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