I find myself in my mind going back and having lots of thoughts about something I did with my second wife. I had talked to her about a threesome MMF and she said she didn't think she could ever do that. I was raised where sex wasn't a topic for discussion and therefore I was fairly innocent, but she gave me the impression that she was even moreso.

I had a friend from high school who was in the military and was passing through where we lived and I asked him to stay over for a night as where we lived was about halfway to where he was going to. I was looking forward to seeing him and my wife cooked a good dinner, he showed up with a large bottle of wine.

After dinner and several glasses of wine, I saw him really checking out my wife. I knew the training he had been doing in the military kept him away from any type of sexual contact. I went into the kitchen and asked if she wanted to make that fantasy a reality. She said she would have to think about it. I told her I knew she had been drinking and if she were willing, all she would have to do is to pretend to fall asleep from so much wine, and she had quite a bit.

She sat quietly one one end of the couch listening to us talking about our high school escapades. She laid her head back and closed her eyes, he and I kept talking but watching her. I had told him before, that she had a great body aand finally I had the courage to tell him I would show him her pussy. I asked him if that would make him hard and he said it already has and he outlined it in his pants showing me. Then he said can I take it out and did, it was big, bigger than mine, it had a large head and big thick veins. I told him she had not said yes to doing a threesome and he said that's OK, the he turned to me and said he was really hard and showed it to me. So I reached out and just held it in my hand and it was hard and the skin felt real silky. I had never touched another man's cock before. It felt strange but natural to my hand which wouldn't reach around it,when I started moving the skin on it back and forward, I could feel how hard and hot it felt. He said that feels good, but if you keep doing that he was going to shoot his load.

We turned back to my wife who really seemed out to the world and he helped me to take her jeans and panties off. I let him feel how wet they were and winked to him and motioned not to let on! We both took off our pants and I had him to let me get her to hold his cock. He got down where her hand was which was near her face, I put it in her hand and she immediately started slowly jacking it. He said for me to get down there and eat her pussy while she jacked him, somehow I just felt he was going to get her to suck him and shoot his load in her mouth. While I was eating her pussy, she started straining her legs, so I raised up and it looked like she had all of his cock in her mouth.

She started convulsing and squeezed my head and I was figuring she was gagging from his big cock and big load and she was. He rolled off and she sat up and was really pissed, she grabbed me by the hair of the head and pulled my head back and spit the remainder of his load into my mouth.

She told me that was what I wanted as she had seen me jacking his cock. She locked the bedroom door that night and moved out a couple of days later. However I found out she had been having an affair at work with this black guy before we were married and later moved in with him.

Sometimes when I wake up early in the morning, I can't go back to sleep as I keep running all that and the events leading up to it through my mind for hours at a time. I thought I was in love with her and one realization I have is that I don't know what love is!