I used to think that I feared rejection, until I met this girl. See, I don't do the whole 'player' thing; and I have always been very shy (in general, but more so to attractive women. She's been the apple of my eye for several months, and I've had no problem expressiing that to her in a way that isn't intrusive or sexually overt. The problem lies here: she has a job to do and I do not want to cause her to possibly get in trouble. The other thing is, though, I am genuinely interested in getting to know her as well as really physically attracted to her; there are things I feel I need to completely sort out in my life. If things were to ever progress past the admiring stage, I'd want to be able to show her (or any woman who I am dating) that she will be taken care of and have fun with me. I've received a few indicators that she likes me also, so this really makes things interesting.