I've always loved people in general for what they are ,but hated them for the same exact reasons. I enjoy peoples' company ,but can't wait for it to be over. Every word that comes out of their mouths is interesting and I just love the way I could twist and throw it back at them. A harsh barrage of criticism and picks ,but I don't want to break them and scare them away. So I mask it all up and control it for as long as I can. Don't want anyone to do anything irrational right?