I'm 16 and I live in a rural area with lots of farms. I've had big boobs since I started puberty, but they didn't get crazy big till I was 13. I was a 28DD by then and all my classmates and the neighborhood kids teased me all the time. I was really embarrassed by them and tried to hide them but we didn't have alot of money so when they got too big for my clothes I just had to deal with it. I also have really big nipples compared to the other girls I know. They're darker pink than theirs too, and like twice as long. The girls in my PE class are always asking why they're so long and do I stretch them and really embarrassing stuff like that. I don't, they've always been kind of big, and they grew with my tits I guess. My sister calls me Sheep Tits when she's mad, she says they look like those big heavy udders with long teats that mother sheep have.

Last summer, one of the guys from the farm behind ours came over and asked me if I would help him out with his horses because his parents were out of town. I said okay and went back with him and when we got there, 2 of his friends were waiting in the barn for us! They had these creepy looks on their faces and they were staring at my tits half hanging out of my shirt and right then I knew i was in trouble. One of them grabbed me and held my arms and the guy who had invited me over pulled my shirt open and him and his other friend took turns squeezing my tits and sucking my nipples. I kept begging them to stop, but the guy holding my arms said if I didn't shut up he'd take my panties off too. That scared me so I stopped talking and just let them do whatever. Then that guy wanted a turn too so someone else held me while he groped me and sucked my nipples, he even bit them and pinched them really hard and then he started pulling on them. He finally got the idea to try to milk me like a cow so they bent me over a saddle rack, held me down and started pinching my hanging nipples and pulling them down. They even put their hands in the pinch-squeeze shape you use to milk a cow! When I tried to tell them they wouldn't get any milk, the guy who invited me went and got a sheep milking machine, turned it on and put the cups on my nipples. It felt really weird and it kind of hurt and my nipples were getting really long and dark and they were all standing around laughing at me and calling me cow titted slut, udders, cow teats, sheep tits, stuff like that. My nipples were so long and so sore by then and i started begging them to stop again, so 2 of the guys pulled the cups off and started just sucking my nipples, and they were so sensitive it was crazy. Then the guy who was holding me down stuck his hand into my panties and started fingering me, and I came so hard I thought I was going to pass out. They said they'd let me go but if I ever told on them they'd gang rape me next time they caught me alone, so it's been 6 months and I never said anything to anybody. I can't say I didn't like it, but I don't want them all to fuck me either so I keep my mouth shut. One of the guys (not the one who invited me over) has been cornering me at the store and at school and he makes me go into a closet or something with him and sucks my nipples for a while. Sometimes he puts his hand down my panties, but he's never made me cum again. I don't really want to let him do that stuff, but he says if I don't he'll just fuck me right there instead so I go along with it. One of these times I should say okay go ahead and fuck me, just to see what he does.

Sometimes I fantasize about letting every boy in the school milk and suck my tits, then fuck me. I've been so horny all the time since that day last summer and I feel so guilty about it cuz it was scary and degrading and I should be embarrassed and angry but I'm not. I just want to have my tits sucked and milked by someone I like, or lots of someones I like or even a total stranger, just not the guy that's been doing it. He only does it once a month or so anyway maybe. I'm afraid I'm turning into a slut.

I'm not ashamed I was assalted like that, I'm ashamed I liked it so much.