I don't even fucking know anymore, I hear the voice all the FUCKING TIME it pisses me off! My family can't help because they don't know how and my friends can't for the same reason... It tells me to kill them, or kill myself. I just don' fucking know. The "Doctors" can't figure it out, neither can the therapists or the psychologists because they think it's a lie... MY SUFFERING IS NOT A FUCKING LIE...... but I wish it was, why can't it leave me alone, I can't sleep because then I hear it more, I can't even be around them without it calling out... why, WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!?!?!?!? WHY CAN'T IT JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.......... I think I know, it IS me but the evil part... at least I think, but who knows maybe I SHOULD end it and just eat a bullet... then it wins but then I'm free... I need advice PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!