I am real confused I am a 18yr girl and been doing naughty things with my stepdad.I know its wrong but I like it and kind of looking forwaed to it sometimes I intiate it.It all started out by my stepdad catching me fucking my boy friend one day. We were skipping school out my house when he came home without notice and my boy friend was pounding me next thing I know he was in my room asking what the hell was going on.My stepdad told my boy friend to leave and never come back I ran to the bathroom locked the door took a shower.When I got out there he was sitting on the couch he said we needed to talk.He said he woldnt tell my mom.He told me he didnt want to see me hurt and that I needed to do that with someone that I loved and that really loved me.he put his hand on my leg and started to rub it next thing I know we were hugging and his hand was between my legs and his fingers were inside me I know it was wrong but it felt good he took my robe off and started to lick my me it felt so good.Next thing I know I had his penis in my hand stroking it.Then he slid it inside me it felt so good him pumping me slow and easy at first then fast until he finished it felt so good but it was so wrong he pullrd his hard cock out and I watched him cum all over my stomach.He said thats how you do it with someone that loves you.Now I no longer have a boy friend and soon as my mom goes to work I jump in the bed with him.I know its wrong but I like it what do I do I cant tell my mom just real confused.