I know i have a problem which is embarrasing. I like to cheat on my wife and I don't know why, i was abandoned by my mother when i was one year old so i have a very hard time trusting women. I guess that is the reason why i cheat. she is a good women but our sex life is just not there. i like flirting with women and i find it challenging when i meet a beautiful women and i immediatly ask my self if i want to take her to bed. i had many relationships in the past but i broke up with most of them due to not wanting a commitment. now i have a good life we both have a good job and have two kids and i still like cheating. what is wrong with me. please don't judge i feel terrible and i hate myself for that but i feel like i can't help it....