I wish I were dead. I nearly died at 28 in a bad car wreck, and it ruined my life. It took my ability to make music and create away from me. Life has been utter fucking crap with no pint to it ever since. No matter how hard I try, where I work or what I do...it always turns out to be shit in the end. My wreck was caused by an illgeal alien, and they got off without so much as a ticket. I had another wreck about ten years ago, with yet another illegal alien....and nothing happened to them either. I hate all illegals and wish they were dead. They destroyed my life, to hell with them all.