My family can never know, if they did it would be painful for them, all of them...; I'm a fiend, no good at all unless I just keep my peace and from now on try to not ever fall from more than temptations. It was seven weeks back, now : Billions of times I had had what I termed bi-sexual curiosity - nothing more. I told myself I would never do any of the things my insane sensual erotic mind,(my male nymphomanian brain) excelled thought upon. I tended to be in a mental rut; masturbating with porn dvd's & toys rather than humping my extra-ordinary loving wife, so much-so is my greatest Sin.....{Awh, Parish U Fool].

Pull myself from the brim of yet one more delirous thought of doom, feeling suicidal ever since...., since the billions of times I thought if terms came to terms how I'd never go Gay for the sake of Bi curios experimentation. And then I did it any way, even went all the way around the world both ways.., mad, crazed, raw lustfully drooling-out & drink'n body juiced fucked holes, ya would'nt believe the sold-out-soul feelings poppers & rose crystal meth can drive U on...it was intense, it was f%#king wild. Every thought would turn down that avenue 'till both of us and our audiences were all indulged with those actions, an orgy just flowed out of the back doors into the pool & the fresh night air...!

Now, since I just play with my cock in the shower. I dream of watching my wife getting porked by some dude and then they "both" make me they're clean up sexual little slutt - slave....:"Gone over a deep-deep clift...but the CRANK's saving me....,& me 2 !!!