I have to say, i have never told anyone. I have a very bad Secret hidden, about a year ago last summer my stepson Matt age 11 had let his little black rabbit jerry out to play on its own in the back garden. I didn't know this as i was playing my bass guitar up stairs. Suddenly my Alaskan husky Sheba needed the toilet, so as usual i let her out.

Suddenly there was a scream coming from Matt as he slumped in our living room in fits of tears. Sheba had let broken its neck in a playful attack and had shook it to death.

I couldn't calm Matt down, i tryed... All i couod see out of the window was balls of black fluff everywhere on the grass even on the tree. I carried him to the kitchen. He was shaking where he was so up set. All he kept saying was he had killed jerry and its all his fault. Why i said, it was Sheba i told him. No he said... I killed him by not checking the door was locked so Sheba couldn't get to him. I killed my poor little rabbit... Tears kept streaming down his face.

Thing is, it was me that let her out not knowing jerry was out there on his own and i didnt own up to it. He still thinks to this day he did it and i feel guilty that an 11 year old boy thinks this.

Sad thing is... I Dont have the balls to speak up case he hates me for doing it by mistake. And then not owning up to it.