I have been with the same man off and on for over 30 years. We have been back together now sinde the early 2000's. During one of our off periods he managed to marry the most worthless woman. She cheated on him, abused their children. It was horrible. But, he only got a divorce in the last few years. I believe he was hanging on to that so he would have an excuse not to marry. I ended up a single mom at one point for like 10 years while he decided to ignore his child and me. We eventually worked things out had another child and now..

He left for a job out of state. He keeps talking a good game about us being where he is, but it's been well over a year and I don't see it happening. I am once again feeling like a single mom. I was also getting tired of not having him fuck me. Never being in my bed.

So, a little while ago I met someone and between him and I we decided to be fuck buddies. We just had our first meeting very very recently and it was literally the best sex I have ever had. First he went down on me which my "sweetheart" never does, then he fucked me in the ass. It was so wonderful. Him playing with my tits and fucking my ass. We went a couple of rounds. I was breathless, something I haven't been in a very long time.

It's going to be probably another year before my "sweetheart" comes back, but in the mean time, I am going to enjoy getting fucked in the ass and licked to death. I don't want him to find out, but hoping that if we do end up in the state where he is, he better pick things up and do things right or I might actually find someone new and fuck them right in front of him.