My son is 5 and im in love with him in a funny way that a mom shouldnt feel. Hes my pride and joy but when i see him naked, i get tingley, i like looking a his little member and like rubbing my hand on his soft rosey cheeky buns.I often have the urge to suck on his litte penis and stick the tip of my tougue in between his baby cheeks. I want to like his tiny balls so bad but I feel guilty and perverted. I feel sick in a way for thinking about it. As a litte girl i was touched by my older sisters boyfriend when I was in elementry school, he was grown and asked me to show him my kitty, even worst, I think my sister let him to keep him happy. Am I sick, am I wrong for feeling this way, could it just be because I was molested that I feel this way Or am I just on freaky bitch who would suck her toddler sons penis because Im just that fuckin pathetic. Im going to try it next time me and him is alone. My husband does a good job, but I want to experience something that will be a freaky experience times ten for me