It is too hard for me not to feel anything when I see you...today we were attending the same gathering...I don't know how you cope with it. But I cannot pretend that nothing happened between the two of us. It hurts my heart and I cannot just see you in the eyes and not feel anything. I guess my only choice is to avoid being around you.

I wish I could do just ignore my feelings...I'm hurt by myself, that is the worse thing.