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- When I Was A Kid -
Straight Female / 30

I was overweight when I was a kid. My mom was raising me alone. I got bullied a lot. The summer I was 9 I got in my new one-piece blue swimsuit and went to the public pool, I got teased and called vulgar names and ended up crying and as I was going home crying I ran into some other kids who pushed me into a ditch and laughed. I felt so awful I didn't even go home, I just wandered around and ended up behind some paartments sitting on the ground bawling my eyes out.

Petey was about 40 and lived by himself. He found me and carried me to his apartment and washed me up. I told him about how the other kids treated me as he gave me a backrub. He told me the other kids were wrong, that I was cute and sexy. I said I didn't believe him and he said he would prove it and he sucked on my neck and rubbed my crotch as he lay on top of me. It felt amazing and I let him do it, and after a while he got up and undid his pants and showed me his cock. He told me that my being beautiful made it hard and full of baby-juice. He put it between my thighs and humped in and out, telling me all the things he wanted to do to me, how he wanted to tie me up and rape me. When he came he took off his shirt and lay on top of me and sucked my neck and rubbed my crotch some more, this time rubbing one spot which I didn't know was my clit. When I eventually came, he got dressed and walked me home. After that, I began rubing my own clit, getting off every night, dreaming about the only adult male I knew who thought I was pretty and with whom I had shared something secret.

A week later, I thought about going to the pool, and instead I got in my prettiest dress and went to Petey's apartment. went in and begged him to tie me up and rape me. He did, tying me up and stripping me and fucking me in every hole. It hurt when he popped my cherry, but he made me cum over and over as he tied me in every position and molested me and fucked me. It was after sunset by the time I went home, with Petey's baby-juice in every hole.

Petey was my lover for four years, I visited him at least twice a year, and became addicted to bondage and spanking and playing a slave. We pretended to be father and daughter and I would beg for "incest rape" from my "daddy". When my family moved, I wrote him a few times, but without sex, we didn't have a lot in common and drifted apart. I'm still a devoted submissive who enjoys incest-play.

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# 13309 - by Anonymous / January 24, 2013
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by Anonymous on Jan 24, 2013 at 7:02 AM

I meant to type "twice a week" not "twice a year".

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by Anonymous on Jan 25, 2013 at 4:04 AM

What a load of shit. No 9 year old does that. You sound like the 40 year old guy my "dear". Try selling this horseshit down the street. I ain't buying it.

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by Anonymous on Jan 26, 2013 at 2:29 PM

I was in a similar situation but from the other side. I will not comment on whether or not I think this story is fake as the second comment implies but here is my story. I lived in an apartment complex when I was in my thirties. I am also attracted to little girls. I never did anything to one up to this point but I wanted to. I simply avoided situations where I might be tempted.

Our complex had a pool in the middle with all the buildings surounding it. the pool was quite large and a lot of people used it, especially when the weather was nice.

I did have one habit, despite my never touching any little girls nor letting myself get phisically close to them I did collect nudist magazines and books depicting naked girls which I jerked off too, and I dated exclusively petite slender flat chested girls and imagined they were half the age they were when I "molested" them and "raped" them.

I also had one other bad habit. I would sit in my apartment naked looking through a telescope at the little half naked girls and masturbate while imagining myself kidnapping and raping their delicious little preteen pussies.

I started noticing in my observations one particular little girl of around 11 who was slightly over weight but quite pretty getting teased. Her mother apparently didn't know who to properly choose a bathing suit size and got her one a bit too small and tight and perhaps a bit skimpy. It was one of those Brazillian thong bikinis. She always wore her waist lenghth brunette hair in pigtails and she was always getting teased. I could not tell what was being said but you could tell it was mean by the look on her face and her reactions when the other kids would say things to her.

I started to imagine she was in my room and I was raping her. I jerked of to that thought dozens of times.

Then one day I was down in the laundry room of my building and there she was with her mother. Every building had it's own laundry room and I lived in a singles building. That little girl and her mother lived accross the way on the other side of the pool in a family buiding so I was very surprised to see them there but when I got there, I was the only other person there, she apologised and said that the laundry room in her building was too crowded for her to do her wash. It seems that they designed all the buildings to have the same size laundry room with the same number of washers and dryers despite the fact that there were nearly twice the number of people living in the family buiildings as there was in the single buildings so it was always crowded in their laundry rooms and never crowded in ours. So I just smiled and said I wasn't the laundry police. While I was doing my laundry I overheard them talking and she was upset and turned out I was right, the other kids were teasing her mercilessly.

At one point in the conversation, they were sitting two seets down from me and were quite audible, she said "I wish I wasn't so friggin ugly!" That's when for the first time in my life I lost control and broke my own rule of never making contact with children. I stood up and walked the 5 feet distance between us and put my hands on my hips and just blurted out "You are not ugly in fact you are quite pretty. If I was your age I would ask you out on a date and I would have the hots for you so badly I would want to touch you all over" Then I realized what I just said and that I said it in front of that little girl's mother and I got red faced and I imediately apologized for saying something so utterly inappropriate and offered to leave and let them do their laundry in peace and I apologized for eavesdropping. But the girl had a funny look on her face and her mother actually smiled at me and told me not to leave and that it was OK and even thanked me for being so honest and I just finished my laundry without talking to them any more.

I never did talk to them again after that and I never touched that little girl but I often saw her in the complex and occasionally got close enough that she recognized me and she always smiled when she looked into my eyes. I watched her grow into an amazingly beautiful teenaged girl and eventually a cheerleader and then they moved away and I never saw them after that.

Every night as long as they lived there I jerked off while imagining myself kidnapping and raping that sweet little girl. Every time I spied on her with my telescope I would talk out loud to myself tellilng myself all the evil things I wanted to do to her body with my tongue.

Such is the lonely life of a paedo phile with a concience.

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