Straight Male / 20
I am seriously confused.
I'm in Spain right now on a university year abroad, but instead of the usual 'go to a university and spend most of a year getting shitfaced' I'm teaching English at a high school. Recently I've had a slew of people also asking me for conversation classes outside the school, which is great because I can earn a little on the side.
Now, like many 20 year old straight guys, I cannot help but notice some of the 18 year old girls I teach. It's a given really. But, the thing that's confused the fuck out of me is one of my regular conversation class students. She's more than twice my age, although I'm not entirely sure - first, when she contacted me, we met up in a local pub and had our first couple of classes there. Then, realising that a pub was kinda noisy for a speaking class (people are fucking LOUD in Spain), we upped sticks and moved classes to her flat, on account of it being quieter.
First time I got there, midway through a class, the following thoughts struck me: 1. Her flat looks like she lives alone, 2. She's never mentioned a husband and 3. I really want to do her.
Literally have no idea why I suddenly got the urge to have sex with her, but we seem to be on similar wavelengths with general stuff, perceptions on the world etc, and I realised in another class yesterday that it wasn't a one-off thought, I genuinely want to do her.
Maybe it's partly because I haven't had sex in 9 months, but I'm wondering that if the opportunity somehow rises (wink wink. Sorry) then I might just take it. Yeah, it must be the 'drought'. At least it'd be casual. Either way, I haven't got especially long because I'm having some funky junk surgery an an unspecified point in the next few months that'll put me out of business for a month. That, and I have 4 months left in Spain. Oh well.
Thanks for reading my post-teenage angst y'all. I hope my desperate horniness gives you some amusement.
I'm in Spain right now on a university year abroad, but instead of the usual 'go to a university and spend most of a year getting shitfaced' I'm teaching English at a high school. Recently I've had a slew of people also asking me for conversation classes outside the school, which is great because I can earn a little on the side.
Now, like many 20 year old straight guys, I cannot help but notice some of the 18 year old girls I teach. It's a given really. But, the thing that's confused the fuck out of me is one of my regular conversation class students. She's more than twice my age, although I'm not entirely sure - first, when she contacted me, we met up in a local pub and had our first couple of classes there. Then, realising that a pub was kinda noisy for a speaking class (people are fucking LOUD in Spain), we upped sticks and moved classes to her flat, on account of it being quieter.
First time I got there, midway through a class, the following thoughts struck me: 1. Her flat looks like she lives alone, 2. She's never mentioned a husband and 3. I really want to do her.
Literally have no idea why I suddenly got the urge to have sex with her, but we seem to be on similar wavelengths with general stuff, perceptions on the world etc, and I realised in another class yesterday that it wasn't a one-off thought, I genuinely want to do her.
Maybe it's partly because I haven't had sex in 9 months, but I'm wondering that if the opportunity somehow rises (wink wink. Sorry) then I might just take it. Yeah, it must be the 'drought'. At least it'd be casual. Either way, I haven't got especially long because I'm having some funky junk surgery an an unspecified point in the next few months that'll put me out of business for a month. That, and I have 4 months left in Spain. Oh well.
Thanks for reading my post-teenage angst y'all. I hope my desperate horniness gives you some amusement.
