When I was in my 20s I used to be quite the pervert. I still am. But I was a lot more active back then. I used to do a lot of flashing. It's a mircacle that I never ended up in jail. You see, I have a very tiny penis. Most women would describe it as pathetic. At least that's my favorite adjective for them to use. My M.O. would be to hang out at the entrance to dark allies and other places where people stroll by. I would wait until a woman would walk by, by herself. The idea is that if they called the police it was their word against mine. It never occured to me that they could identify me by the appearance of my pathetically tiny little clit dick. So I would stand there, a woman would walk by and I would step out from the shadows and jerk off my pathetic tiny clit dick in front of them. Most would scream or yelp or just grunt or such and then back away and take off walking fast. Some would yell at me and call me pervert in disgust. I enjoyed those. Their reaction was what I was hoping for. It's a huge turn on to hear a girl vocalize her disgust with me. But the best ones would be when a young girl would see me and either laugh or giggle or otherwise point out the fact that I am so pathetic for having such a tiny cock.

One day a young girl of maybe 13 or 14 was strolling down the street. It was shortly after midnight and I had just come from a visit to an adult bookstore was. What she was doing in the most seedy part of the city I have no idea nor why she was there all alone. She was even dressed in a catholic school uniform. I am absolutely convinced that she was indeed a student at a local catholic school. She was beautiful. She had pigtails down to her waist that bounced as she walked. So as usual, when I spied her strolling down the street I stepped out of the shadows and jerked off in front of her. I even asked if she would like to suck my "big cock" and she just stared at me for a moment then gave me a smirk and said "yeah right, I don't suck baby dicks!" which was followed by what she intended as a cruel laugh. I was in love. I begged her saying that I never had a blow job before (true) and she laughed even louder then she said the magic word. "There's no way I would every suck that pathetic little baby dick!" That did it. I just went nuts jerking off right in front of her. She was standing there staring at me not moving at all. Perfect, I had an audience that wanted to watch. That was rare. So I just continued jerking off while begging her to suck it and she just kept laughing and calling me and my cock pathetic and finally I shot my load. It was my absolute best cum ever in my whole life and I even shot a couple of squirts on her uniform skirt since she was only about 3 feet away. She had stepped a few feet closer to get a better look when this was happening. I got a very good look at her beautiful face and wanted to remember it for future in bed jerk off sessions.

Three weeks later another miracle happened. I was at work (I was a janitor at a local restaurant) changing the trash bags in a trash barrel and looked up and there she was with a tray with her meal on it and she looked right at me and recognized me imediately. AT first I was scared shitless thinking she was going to call the police. Instead she looked down at my crotch and giggled. I was outside finishing up the trash barrels in the parking lot when she walked past me done with her meal. As she passed me she said "have a nice day mr. baby dick" then laughed histerically. I made a b-line for the men's room and jerked off.

A few weeks later she came to our restaurant again. She looked at me and smirked then went for her meal. While she was eating I went in to the lady's room to clean it. It was one of those tiny rest rooms with only one toilet. I got it thoroughly clean and imaculate (I was a pervert but I was also very good at keeping the place clean). When I finished I left and as I did I passed her as she was on her way into the lady's room. She looked at me with another of her amazingly sexy smirks. I went back out into the dining room to do some tidying up and then she finished and left and as she passed me she quietly (there were others around) said "nighty night mr baby dick" and she was gone. I imediately went to the lady's room to see if I could inhale her scent off the toilet seat and boy did she leave me a gift. First the toilet was left full of pee. Yummy! Better than when I opened the trash can lid I found she left me two more wonderful gifts, a freshly used tampon and a used condom with a knot tied in it and it was full of sperm. There was a god after all! That sweet yummy little girl took pity on me and left me some gifts. Well having all sorts of janitorial supplies at hand I first dipped a little empty jar into the toilet and scooped up some yummy pee. It was watered down but still had some flavor left. Next I got out a couple of empty trash bags and put my other two gifts in them and put all on my janitor cart. Then I took one more breath with my face in the toilet inhaling her sweetness before flushing and cleaned up the lady's room. I took the gifts home with me. I drank the pee right away. Then I opened up the used condom and drank down the contents and found the cum was still fairly fresh less than 8 hours old. Then I jerked off sucking on her yummy bloody tampon. The only thing that would make that better would be her watching me and ridiculing me while I did it.

Two weeks later I was back in my usual spot in the ally looking for victims to show my pathetic dick to and who shoud walk by but my little sweet heart. I could not believe my good luck. She saw me, smirked and walked right into the dark ally with me without so much as an invitation. I wasn't even prepared as my little dick was still in my pants. So I undid my pants and just dropped my drawers completely this time and jerked off in front of her while she went into a tirade of disdain and ridicule. She laughed and ridiculed me and told me a hundred different ways I was pathetic and the whole time stood there this time about two feet away with her hands on her hips and her pigtails swaying back and forth as she let loose a stream of delicious insults and I shot my load on her again. When I was done I apoligized for cumming on her and she just casually took a tissue out of her purse and wiped herself clean and said "I should make you clean this you fucking pathetic pervert but you'd probably get turned on doing that" she was right. I would have creamed myself again licking my cum off her. Then to my surprise she hung out with me for a few minutes asking me about why I liked doing what I did and how my little dick got to be so tiny and pathetic. She kept using that delicious word. I told her I was born with the tiny dick and listening to women laugh at me made me horny. Then I was really shocked when she asked if I liked the gifts she left me in the lady's room two weeks ago. OMG I could not believe that she actually did that deliberately. I thanked her and said her pee was delicious and so was the cum but the used tampon was the best and that I sucked on it three nights straight while jerking off wishing she was there to laugh at me. She said cool and wished me a good night and walked into the night.

A couple of weeks passed by again and I was out in the parking lot changing trash bags when she walked right up to me and dropped a plastic grocery bag full of something right into the fresh trash bag I had just put in the barrel and said "I brought you another gift mr baby dick" so I put the bag in my cart and then she said she was going to leave me with another gift in the ladies room. So I went back inside and waited outside the lady's room and when she left the lady's room she said "bon appetit." I went right in to clean the lady's room and found she left me a paper 22 oz drink cup with the cap and straw in it left on the toilet tank and I picked it up and took the cap off and found it was full of fresh hot urine. I kept the drink with me the rest of my shift and took a sip from the cup periodically throughout the day. Straight up her piss was way better than watered down with toilet water. When I got home I opened my other gifts. Inside there was first another used tampon which I started sucking imediately. Next I found three more used condoms and a note. She said she fished one out of her dad's trash the night before and that it had her Dad's cum in it. The next she said was her boyfriend's cum inside and that he had fucked her that morning and that the pubic hair on the outside was probably hers. The third condom which was the biggest one I ever saw she said was from her mother's boyfriend who she said was black. She said that her mother's boyfriend's condom was three days old and she had kept it in the refrigerator for a couple of days. I drank down all the cum liking the black guy's cum best. I went back to sucking on the tampon while opening the last gift. It was a really ratty worn out pair of dirty panties with shit stains on them and the note said it was her mother's pantys.

I started to figure out her pattern and stood waiting two weeks later in my favorite ally and sure enough there she was. She saw me and smiled a little but smirked more and asked how my pathetic little clit was doing and I said fine but then she said she can't stay this time she had to go. And I asked why and she said she needed to find a bathroom fast because she had to take a dump really badly. Well far be it for me to pass up an opportunity when that opportunity comes a knocking and I said I knew where there was a toilet really close by. When she aksed where I just smiled. Well it didn't take much for her to figure out what I meant as I sat down then laid down on the pavement behind the liquer store in the dark and she asked if I was sure and I said hurry up before I change my mind. She pulled up her little skirt and took off her panties and handed them to me (gift??) then squatted down over my face with her asshole about three inches above my eager gaping mouth. I could just about make out the turd emurging from her little rose bud then if plopped into my open hungry mouth. Then came a long one that coiled up on my face and then she said she was done. I ate my first meal of shit trying not to puke but being so turned on by the filthy deed that I managed to overcome the urge to vomit and chewed up and swallowed as she dribbled some pee into my mouth. I wiped the rest of the shit off my face licking my fingers as she still squatted over me then she said she didn't have any tishue with her and asked me to licke her clean. I could not believe my luck. I jerked off violently as I licked the last of the shit out of her ass. I thanked her for the meal just as I finished cumming. She thanked me for being available as a toilet. Then she asked me if I was open as a toilet all the time and I said yes. I didn't tell her it was my first time.

Two more weeks later she came to our restaurant again and left me more gifts.

Then again two more weeks went by and sure enough she was back at my ally again. She asked if I was available to be her toilet again and I eagerly said yes. Did the same things as the previous visit and when all was done we hung out for a while and at that point I asked how old she was. I thought she might say 13 or 14 but hoped she would say 15. "I'm 12 but I will be 13 soon." She told me she was in the 7th grade and that once a month she met friends in the city and would go see a movie at the theatre down the street. She said her school is a couple of blocks away from where I worked and she goes there every few weeks. We talked and she asked me a lot of questions about my perversions and I dis my best to answer and got turned on just talking to her. I confessed that one of my perversions was I loved getting my balls busted by young girls but only had that done a couple of times since most girls don't want to do that. She told me I was wrong and that most girls enjoy busting a guys balls but not if they think the guy gets turned on by being busted. But then she said for me she'd make an exception and offered to kick me right there. So I pulled my pants back down and got into a doggy position and began to jerk off while she randomly kicked me in the balls from behind. I then had me new best cum ever. I told her I was in love with her and she said I was too pathetically unworthy to be her boyfriend and I asked if I could settle for simply being her toilet and abuse victim and she said sure and that it was fun to do mean things to me.

I never told her that she saved me probaby over $100,000 in dominatrix fees over the following year. Then she went on to high school and I never saw her again.