If you are looking for perverted shit, this cofession isn't it. Right now I'm drowning my sorrows in my shitty homemade nachoes, absolut vodka, and shitty bud platinum. Kayla, why the fuck did you have to say that to me today???? I had so much hope in you. I was really hoping you would be the one to get me out of this lonely slump of depression. I really needed it. I can't even do my job right I'm so depressed, and I'm a fucking police officer for Christ sake. Every day I carry a loaded firearm to work, and all I want to do is end it all and take as many "happy couples" with me as possible. I could have given you the world. I would have fought tooth and nail for whatever you wanted. All you had to do was say yes. We got so far, but you just stabbed me in the heart. Shit, before you, I was engaged but I went and fucked that up and she showed me real love but I fucking threw it away because "she wasn't good enough" in my eyes. Bullshit, she was perfect. I just should have tried harder to fix what I didn't like. I olny have myself to blame there. I just fucking hate everything right now. I generally try and be a nice and helpful guy but it just doesn't work. Nice guys finish last, right?? I just wish I was happy again. Alcohol, you are my olny friend. Fuck the haters in advance. You can suck a dick and burn in hell.