by Anonymous on Feb 1, 2013 at 5:21 AM

The first time I got dicked it wasn't somthing I wanted to share with anybody. I was 18 and a bunch of us were at this swimming place at the stream. My black friends little 14 year old brother and I were down stream from the others, and out of site, and it happened. After it was over I hated him as well as myself, felt embarrassed and ashamed. But after thinking about it for a month I started to have different feelings about it, and the next time he did it, I had different feelings about him.