When I was 12 years old I was molested by my uncle. He was really nice about it and actually asked for my permission to touch me and I said yes so he put his hand up my skirt and touched me and it felt really awesome and I liked it a lot and then he did it a couple of more times then he got caught. He was my mom's sister's husband. Well after that I never saw him again and I was kind of upset first because I liked him and wanted him to do it again and partly because I felt bad that he got in trouble and felt it was partly my fault because I didn't tell him NO like I was told I should always do.

So then my friend told me about the sex offenders registry and she told me it was where they post information about child molesters. So I went on the sight and what a bunch of nasty ugly mostly old men. Then there was this one guy and he was really hot. IT said he was convicted of molesting a 4 year old and raping an 11 year old girl and was out on parole. I didn't know they could let them out of jail for that but I guess he must have had a good lawyer. Anyways he was really cute and I started to wonder what it would be like if he molested me and I thought about him when I masturbated then I started to get obsessed and found out where his address was and it was like only two miles and I could go there by bus.

I figured I could just go right up to his door, knock on it and he would grab me and rip off my clothes and rape me which I was hoping for since he was so cute and I was so horny. But when he answered the door he looked like he was really scared of me. I was wearing a really sexy school girl uniform which my my friend told me older guys who like little girls really think is sexy and she also told me pigtails make them horny so my hair was in pigtails. I knew I had the right house because it was the same guy only in person he looked even better. I think he was about 25 but I wasn't sure. Anyways I told him I saw him on the sex offenders registry and that was how I found him and asked if he'd be interested in molesting me. ( I can't believe how bold I was at 12 looking back) He backed away from me and told me I can't be there and he would get in big trouble but then I just pouted and sat down on the step and sulked and was disapointed and then I turned around an knocked on his door again (he had gone back inside) and I asked him if it was because I wasn't pretty enough for him and he said no it was because I was way too young and he didn't want to go back in jail then I twirled my pigtail around my finger and smiled at him and bent over to show him what little cleavage I had and pleaded with him to let me in and then he did and he molested me and it felt really awesome and then he said I couldn't tell anyone or he would go back to jail and I said "DUH!" and asked if he was going to rape me and he asked if I wanted him to and I said maybe which really meant hell yes but I wanted it to feel like rape and he got the hint and took my clothes off and carried me to his bedroom and raped me and it hurt at first then it felt awesome and I had an orgasm then another one then he even kissed me and he is a really good kisser.

So anyway I went to visit him every other weekend when my mom would leave me along for half the night but I only visited him after that when it was dark so people wouldn't notice a 12 year old girl dressed up in a school girl uniform visiting a known child rapist. When I was 15 he told me that although I was very beautiful he just wasn't attracted to women and only little girls and I said I understood but I was pissed since I kind of fell for him but I also knew when I first found him that he liked little girls so it was partly my fault. He never got caught and I never told anyone except my friend's little sister who was 11 when I was 15 and I told her about the nice good looking sex offender who would take care of her needs. I never did find out if she ever went to visit him, I hope so because he's a good fuck.