Ten years ago I was at a friends house and he was working on his computer and was showing me some code he had come up with and then afterwards he asked if I wanted to see some hot illegal porn. Well looking back I should have known he meant kiddy porn but back then I figured it might just be hard core porn that was illegal someplace on this planet. Boy was I naive then. He showed me a video of this girl who was about 12 and she was the most amazing gorgeous girl I had ever seen and she was doing a really sexy strip tease followed by masturbating with a tiny vibrator until she had an orgasm. The camera zoomed in to show her hyman still intact then zoomed out to show her big beautiful smile. She was eastern European and had long blond hair and had obviuosly just started to sprout pubic hair and grow little brestlets. When I told her how hot I thought she was he sat me down and showed me the folder where he had hundreds of videos of her and thousands of photos of her and I just devoured all of it. He offered to give me a copy but I figured it was bad enough to look I did NOT want any of this in my possession so I just sais thanks but no thanks but I kept looking anyways. I found he had organized the videos in chronological order and realized he had collected them from when she was about 7 years old to the present when she was about 15.

About 7 years later and long after I had lost track of this friend (who may very well be in prison by now but that is another story) I was on a website specializing in making matches between eastern European ladies and American men I nearly crapped my underwear when I saw her picture. She had grown up. Her tits were much bigger, she had grown curves and had a more grown up look but I could still see that pretty little girl in her face and in the picture her hair was in pigtails making her look younger and cuter which is ironic since in all the photos and videos I had seen her in the kiddy porn she never had her hair in pigtails. Her name was different than in the videos and photo spreads but I chalked that up to her having a "stage name."

Now to say that I had undergone a period of being obsessed with her is an understatement. For more than three years I jerked off almost exclusively to the mental images impressed in my brain from that one day of looking at all her kiddy porn.

Well I didn't think there was anyway she would be interested in me especially since these websites arrange for flying around the world to meet the girls and at a very high price that I doubted I could pay. Then to my great surprise I found that she was infact already in the United States and that contacting her would only cost me $20 in membership fee so I joined and sent her an email. To my greater surprise not only did she answer but sent me about a dozen photographs of herself mostly well dressed but some in bikins and some going back to the time when she was doing kiddy porn. I had not been up to this point 100% certain it was her since she was older but now I was. So I sent her a pic of me and she said I was nice looking and so we emailed back and forth for a couple of days and I found out that she had grown up in the Ukrane and that she had been a model to make money to help her family move to the U.S. but she didn't meantion kiddy porn and I didn't ask.

So finally I got brave enough to ask if she would like to talk on the phone and she responded by sending me her phone number.

Now I know at this point most people reading this will think I was about to become the victim of a scam and that the person I was speaking to was not really the person in the kiddy porn and in the back of my mind I suspected this was likely. But when spoke to her on the phone I imediately recognized her voice though it was more mature sounding I could tell it was her. We talked about all kinds of things. Then she asked if we could meet. I was half thinking she had looked at the wrong photo and was going to run screaming when she saw me because I was this nerdy fat kid that turned into a nerdy fat man and she was the very definition of sexy. But I also figured that if I did meet her and she rejected me I was no worse off if I didn't so fuck it I agreed to meet and was amazed to learn she didn't live that far from me. So I drove the 120 miles to the city she lived in and met at the food court of a shopping mall (always meet first time in a public place where either of you can exit quickly if things go south). So when I saw her she ran up to me and put her arms around me and hugged me and I hugged her and we got in line to get something to eat then found a quiet corner and talked more.

We hit if off right away and I just could not believe my luck. I must have been some sort of a perfect saint in my previous life to be rewarded by god or mother nature or the great spirit or whoever is in charge up there in such a wonderful way. We went to a movie after the meal then she invited me back to her house where within half an hour we were doing some serious tongue kissing and feeling each other up and then she stopped all of a sudden and said she had some serious things to tell me.

She said that she had a past and that it was not a pretty one and that I would probably think she was a bad person. I thought she was going to confess to being a kiddy porn star but instead she said that she and her family had gotten here on a visa a year before and that she had an agenda. She was searching for a nice man to make her pregnant and marry her not for love but for citizenship. Her plan was to live with the man for long enough to help her get her citizenship and then divorce him but share custody of any children they had. She said she would sign a prenup in case I was afraid she would go for a lot of alamony. I told her that I was not wealthy and in fact only made twice minimum wage and so I could not give her a luxurious life but I also told her that her honesty was refreshing so if she could live with the fact that we would live a simple life I could live with the fact that the marriage had a limited lifespan.

So I got a ring and asked her to marry me and she said yes and we set a date and her family and mine attended.

Before we got married she told me she had something else to confess. She told me that in the Ukraine she was a model but she was not just a model. She said she did nude work as a child and even porn and that what she was ashamed of was that she liked doing it and liked it a lot and did not regret anything except liking it way too much. She also told me that she had copies of everything she ever did in porn and didn't want to give up that part of her childhood. AT this point I was about 25 and she was about 18.

So then I told her I had something to confess to her. I told her that I had seen her work already and that when I found her on the dating site I chose to contact her mostly because of her porn because I had been obsessed with her for a year and wanted to get close to her for that reason but when I met her I realized she was a real person and a nice person despite her agenda and if she could live with the fact that I wanted her due to her work I could live with her wanting me just for citizenship.

The first time we fucked it was while watching a video of her at age 7 masturbating with a vibrater. She had dubbed herself over in Englsh with her own impersonation of herself as a 7 year old and what she was saying in the video was shocking and very erotic. She was saying how she wanted to be kidnapped by an American Daddy and taken to America and made a sex slave and wanted to be raped every day. Well I never learned if she made that all up or if she really did say that at 7 but it was hot and she got into me being her child molesting husband imagining myself fucking her as a child. It was very hot.

We have married for nearly three years now and are expecting our second child.