Well this is something which i am not at all proud of..i hate myself for this.

When i was 10..thanks to porn and some friends i found the sexual differences in males and females. As i had seen it in porn, i wanted to touch and feel vagina.. one of my cousins visited us, she was 20 damn hot and since i was a cute little kid(as everyone used to say) we slept together at night.

Out of curiosity of female organs late at night when she fell asleep, firstly i reached for her boobs..although she was wearing her bra, i touched on the top of the soft milky breast and it felt like heaven..i managed to get as much of the pleasure i could with the constraints..now since she was asleep till now(as i thought)..i moved my hand down to her vagina..she was wearing loose bottoms, so my hand easily slipped in..she was wearing panties..so i slowly moved my hands over the area projected by me to be the vagina but couldnt get the feel of anything due to the panties..so i slowly and very carefully lifted her panties and slid my hands into it..i felt few hairs which were i guess properly cut and maintained..and then i managed to get my hands over to the clits..but she suddenly moved abruptly and i was forced to pull my hand out..but until now she was not awake(i am sure)..then i again gathered courage and now i directly got to the vagina and started to feel it..i slid my middle in it..but as soon i was bout to get to the climax point..my sis woke up..and started to ask my what was i upto and she threatened my that she'll tell my mother in morning..so i begged her and said sorry..told her about how i was feeling..she asked to go to sleep..and will talk in morning..

in morning although she didnt tell anyone..but asked me to promise her that i wont do anything like that again to anyone(i live in India and such things are taboo for us)..after that i was never able to see her in her eyes..now she is married and i'm 23yrs old..n hadn't done anything like that ever again..although we have never met since then coz of some family issues..but once on messages she asked me whether i have changed or not..nd i said..LOL