When I was 12 my friend got a computer and invited me over. I didn't have one, my Mom did but I wasn't allowed to use it except for homework and only when she was in the room. So of course I jumped on the chance to go exploring on the internet with my friend. When I got to his place of course the first thing we looked for was porn. I had seen porn before but not like this. It was all over the net everything we could think up no matter how extreme we found pictures of. At some point we stumbled upon a website advertising adult dating, mostly people looking to hook up just for sex and this one specialized in kinky activities. So I started to explore the ads fascinated by the variety of things people were interested in doing. But my buddy got bored and went off to graze in his fridge while I stayed at the puter.

I think he was gone maybe 45 minutes and I entered search terms for an older woman in my area who liked younger guys. I think about 60 results popped and and I started to read the ads. There were a lot of women in their 40s and 50s looking for guys in their 20's and 30s to be their "Mommy." But what I was looking for was a pretty teenaged girl that might wanna play with a 12 year old. I was too naive to know that no 16 year old would be on this sight much less be advertising they liked 12 year old boys but I was hopeful.

After searching through about 2/3 of the ads and loosing hope of finding someone I stumbled upon an ad with a photo of a woman wearing a mask. It advertised "Mommy Seeks Her "Little" Boy For Naughty Fun." I missed the quotation marks not realizing the woman was looking for somebody pretending to be a little boy. I read through the descriptions of things she was interested in which included spankings peeing in her "little" boys mouth and a bunch of other kinky things that seemed so bad and dirty to me yet I became fascinated with everything she was talking about. Then I found her profile blog and in it she described a scenario. She said she wanted a young man to be her "son" and that she had a real son that she was very attracted to but he was too young to play with so she was making do with playmates until he turned 18. She wanted to nurse a "son" and have him call her "Mommy" confess how naughty he was while jerking off in front of her and doing other naughty things in front of her then she would put him over her knee and give him a spanking and after that kiss his boo boos and make it better. I was getting so hard reading this and started thinking about my own Mom and thought she was hot but until now didn't think much about my mom except note to myself that she was hot and some lucky guy would hook up with her one day but she was off limits due to being my Mom.

The photo she had posted was not very clear and it was hard to tell exactly what she looked like especially due to the mask so I read her stats and thought it was a coincidence that she was the same age, hight, weight and nationality as my Mom and that got me more horny because I started to think it would be cool to hook up with this woman and pretend she was my mom.

Then I noticed the link in the upper corner that says "more pics here" and I clicked. Well I was disapointed when up popped a window asking me to register for membership. So I nearly gave up on the whole idea, after all, I was 12 and had no money and no credit card and besides, I had already figured out that this woman wanted to play pretend which meant she probably didn't want anyone my age so I said screw it and logged off.

My friend came back with a tray of goodies that looked like more food than they served at my aunt's funeral. He was a big eater but I didn't mind because there was always enough for me to dig in and pig out on so we munched down some sandwiches and other junk food and he asked what I found on the site and I told him and he said "so why didn't you try to hook up" and I said they want a credit card and I didn't have one. He just got off the bed and ran out of the room and down the hall and was back in about 2 minutes with a visa in his hand. He said here use this. It was his dads and he said he borowed it from time to time and said he and his dad had an understanding. His dad didn't notice when he occasionally bought internet porn memberships and he didn't notice his dad bringing home hookers when his mom went on business trips.

So I logged back in and bought a membership and searched for that ad again and found it then finally clicked on the link to her photos and I wet my pants, litterally. The third photo was of this woman completely naked very clear and showing her face. She had huge beautiful tits, a pubic bush (I was fascinated by pubic hair) but the thing that really got my attention was that this woman was my Mom! I couldn't believe it. My buddy couldn't believe I peed on his bed then he couldn't believe he was looking at my Mom naked "Dude! your Mom's hot!" Well I had the membership and the password and I remembered the name of the sight so I slammed the laptop closed shutting it off and told him not to look at my mom but then he said "sorry" and he didn't mean to insult my mom but I couldn't really blame him, he is right my mom is hot.

So I was going to try going on the site at school but thought better of it and decided to go back on line on my friend's computer and pulled up her profile again. I looked at the other pics and got really horny and wanted to jerk off but not in front of my friend and I devoured and memorized her entire profile which included dozens of pics and lots of blog entries and I considered emailing her. I guess I was just too dumb to put two and two together and was still a little naive and so shocked that it was my Mom whose naked pussy I was looking at then finally it dawned on me that she was talking about me when she said she had a young son she wanted to fuck and play around with but was looking for somebody to pretend to be. It was ME she wanted to fuck! ME!

Well my cock got and stayed hard and my buddy says "Dude, your hot mom wants to fuck you!" I said "shut up fuck head!" and punched his arm but not that hard because he was right. So I logged off and never went on that sight again. "Dude, if you don't want to boink your Mom is it ok if I give it a shot??" and I said to shut the fuck up and stop talking about my mom that way but I wasn't that mad at him like I said but it was time for me to go home.

Well I went home with an entirely different attitude about my hot mom.

That night at dinner I wasn't very hungry. I know I pigged out earlier but that wouldn't normally stop me from eating. Unlike my buddy I wasn't fat but I still had an appatite. But tonight all I could think of was her naked hairy pussy and how I wanted to see up close. That and what her pee might smell like. I excused myself and went to the bathroom and rummaged through the dirty laundry hamper and found a pair of her dirty panties and smelled them and thought they were gross and put them back but then when I was sitting there taking a dump I realized I was hard then reached over and retrieved the panties and smelled them again and they were still gross but smelling them made my dick hard and I imagined my mom peeing on my face.

After about three days of working myself into a horny frenzy where I would have let a fat ugly girl suck me I started to think the most insane thoughts and decided I just had to do it. I just had to go up to my mom and jerk off in front of her then confess to being naughty and ask for a spanking thus fulfilling one of her fantasy scenarios she had described in her blog. It took me a few hours to work up the courage then another one to work out a plan. Since one of her posts talked about catching her son dressed up in her underwear and "punishing" him I figured I might kill two birds with one stone. You see, I also had a secret fantasy of dressing up as a girl then having a girl catch me and laugh at me then "punish" me. I'm pretty sure my mom and I had different ideas of what that fantasy would turn out to be but at 12 I couldn't make the distinction and so I snuck into her bedroom while she was in the living room watching TV. I found a bra, garterbelt, stockings and heals and put them on. Then I put on some lip stick, put my hair in pigtails (its kind of long). I put all that on without panties. Then I took a deep breath holding my erection and strutted right out into the living room right in front of the TV in full view of my Mom.

I stood there and jerked off right in front of my mom while telling her how naughty I am. I said "Mommy I'm a very naughty slut, see how naughty I am jerking off in front of you" then I said just as I was about to cum "please punish your naughty sissy son" then I squirted an arc of cum right over the coffee table and onto her dress.

You should have seen the look on my Mom's face. I have never seen that look. It was a look of intense shock but then that turned to a sarcastic smirk followed by what I think was lust followed by what I was pretty sure was her pretending to be furious. She screamed at me and told me that I was Very very very naughty Then she told me to get over to her and go accross her lap for a spanking. "YES!" I thought. She gave me a very real spanking and it hurt and stung but that was the very first time she ever spanked me and having her hand on my bare ass was well worth the pain. She probably spanked me about 20 times pretty hard then she stopped and rubbed my ass and told me I had a cute ass.

After the spanking she made me stand up and then she gave me a shock.

"I am very angry with you young man, or rather should I say young sissy!"

I just hung my head genuinely sorry for what I just did thinking my whole plan had just backfired.

"do you know why I am very angry with you??"

I hesitated then said "because I just jerked off in front of you??"

"Nope, that was not that big a deal to be honest."

"Because I stole your underwear??"

"Well I am a little pissed off that you did that without permission."

Well that kind of shocked me because that implied that had I asked she would have let me dress up in her slutty lingerie.

"I don't know then."

"I am pissed off that you spied on me on the internet then tried to seduce me, that's why I am pissed off at you!"

"how'd you know??" I asked.

"Because you just acted out nearly word for word what I wrote in my profile and you enhanced it with what I wrote in another blog on that site about liking little sissy boys dressing up in Mommy's undies."

I looked down on the floor.

"did you think I wouldn't figure it out??"

"I guess so." I mummbled.

Then she took me to her bed room and sat me down on her bed. She asked me about what I had seen on her profile and I told her I read and memorized her entire profile and all the photos.

"Do you think your mom is sexy??"

"what??" I asked.

"Do you think your Mommy is sexy??" she repeated

"Yes" I said to her with my head still looking at the floor.

"I'm not sure this is a good idea but since you obviously have become obsessed enough to do something so extreme as you have just done lets try something."

My cock started to get hard again.

"take off your bra"

I took it off

"now come with me"

I followed her into the bathroom.

"get into the tub and lie down"

I did

Then my mom took off her nightie and squated over my face and lowered herself down until her pubic bush was just touching my nose.

"Do you want Mommy to use you as a urinal??" she asked.

"I dunno"

"Do you or don't you miss toilet??"

I responded by opening my mouth and sticking out my tongue

"good girl"

A moment later first a drop then a trickle then a full stream of my Mommy's piss gushed forth and filled my mouth and overflowed faster than I could swallow and then it slowed and I managed to drink down the rest and she ordered

"now lick Mommy clean miss toilet"

As she said this she squated down lower until my entire face was engulfed by my Mom's hairy pussy.

I licked her and the taste was far more intense than the smell of her dirty panties but not quite as strong as drinking her piss was. Had you asked me a week before if I would enjoy drinking her piss I would have yelled at you and said "ew gross" and probably hit you. But now I was pretty sure I was addicted. It was still gross. In fact her piss was the grossest and most disgusting thing I ever didn't want in my mouth yet as soon as she stopped pissing down my throat I was hooked and wanted more and was very disapointed that she stopped.

We talked afterwards and decided we were going to explore our mutual interests. I had her permission to jerk off in front of her any time I wanted to and she had my permission to spank me afterwards. I had her permission to dress up in her frilly lingerie and prance around like a slut and she had my permission to use my mouth as a toilet.

We explored dozens of fantasy scenarios

She took me shopping for a whole wardrobe of sissy clothes, took me to get my ears pierced and my nails done and my hair beached.

From that point on I was her little sissy slut slave. I waited on my Mommy hand and foot. Licked her to orgasm, drank her piss, took spankings, let her bust my balls, made me stand there and jerk off and confess to dirty desire she acused me of having. Then she started to suck my cock and I never jerked off ever again.