Bi-Sexual Female / 18
Ok I'm a virgin and I was sexually abused as a child but this isn't why I'm writing this. I've so far gotten over my hatred of men although I developed something odd. And none of the things I'm interested in are related to the abuse, it stems from being curious and reading a few naughty online stories. I'm African-American but I find very few guys of my race attractive(you can blame the abuse for this). But I find other guys, White, Asian, Hispanic, European(Russia, Serbian, Itallian, German ect) attractive. Plus I'm bisexual.
Ok here's where things get weird. I kinda have a thing for roguh sex, bondage and other things many people might consider taboo(except anal, I'm not doing anal, incest, scar or piss). I want my first sexual experience to be gental though because it'll be my first time. After my guy has had sex with me a few times I want him to start getting a little rogh with me. I want my hair pulled, I want my armed pinned above my head, I want get fucked on all fours, I kinda want my hands tied above my head and I want so nice deep hard rough thrusting. I also kinda want my guy to bite me a little on my ears, my neck, mre nipples and I want him to go down on me and hold off letting me cum until he fucks me.
For a couple of years I was unable to get myself off by fingering myself, until a little while ago. Some things, fantasies, work but not always which is ok I guess. You don't orgasm everytime you have sex with someone else right????
Also there's this guy I kinda have a crush on. We're both on this sci-fi fansite thing(nothing weird, no talks about the movie much anyway) and I kinda think he's hot. He a few years older than me and he's in the military. Don't know his name(maybe his last name) but that's cool with me. Why I have a crush on him is because he's funny, has a sick twisted mind and when he's serious it's a major turn on for me! Hell I can barely wear panties when he's online because they're soaked before I can finish reading his username! Plus I've seen two pictures of him and he's sexy as hell. Frankly I've thought about making love to him fo ra few months now. It's weird but it might never happen. Oh well, as long as I get my loving husband/demon in the bedroom.
That's pretty much it. I gotta go get myself off now .
Ok here's where things get weird. I kinda have a thing for roguh sex, bondage and other things many people might consider taboo(except anal, I'm not doing anal, incest, scar or piss). I want my first sexual experience to be gental though because it'll be my first time. After my guy has had sex with me a few times I want him to start getting a little rogh with me. I want my hair pulled, I want my armed pinned above my head, I want get fucked on all fours, I kinda want my hands tied above my head and I want so nice deep hard rough thrusting. I also kinda want my guy to bite me a little on my ears, my neck, mre nipples and I want him to go down on me and hold off letting me cum until he fucks me.
For a couple of years I was unable to get myself off by fingering myself, until a little while ago. Some things, fantasies, work but not always which is ok I guess. You don't orgasm everytime you have sex with someone else right????
Also there's this guy I kinda have a crush on. We're both on this sci-fi fansite thing(nothing weird, no talks about the movie much anyway) and I kinda think he's hot. He a few years older than me and he's in the military. Don't know his name(maybe his last name) but that's cool with me. Why I have a crush on him is because he's funny, has a sick twisted mind and when he's serious it's a major turn on for me! Hell I can barely wear panties when he's online because they're soaked before I can finish reading his username! Plus I've seen two pictures of him and he's sexy as hell. Frankly I've thought about making love to him fo ra few months now. It's weird but it might never happen. Oh well, as long as I get my loving husband/demon in the bedroom.
That's pretty much it. I gotta go get myself off now .
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