When I was 11 my uncle raped me.

He was 23 and my mom's younger brother. He had finished college and got a job but then was layed off and couldn't afford to live by himself so he moved in with me and my Mom. He was really nice, I had always liked him and he was also very good looking. But I didn't realy think of him in a sexual way.

Then my Mom had to work out of town for a few days and that left me and my uncle. He was sitting there on the couch watching TV the first day and I just plopped down next to him and he put his arm around me. We were always affectionate with each other but not like boyfriend/girlfriend just that he was always really nice to me. So I layed down and put my head in his lap and he started to play with my hair and that felt really nice. He then massaged my neck and face and shoulders and I rolled onto my stomach with my face right in his lap without thinking. I felt his penis get hard right under my face and it started to press agains my face and I was nervious but also kind of excited that I might have done that. He continued rubbing my back and neck and if felt realy nice and I kind of liked thinking about maybe feeling his naked penis on my face and then I felt his hand on my ass.

I started to want him to touch me all over and I didn't have to say anything and he just put his hand right into my shorts and fingered my butt. Then I rolled onto my back and looked up into his pretty eyes and he leaned down and kissed me on my lips and I got so excited and felt tingly all over and then he put his hands back in my shorts but in the front but it was kind of tight so he undid my shorts and reached inside my panties in the front and put a finger partly in me and I was wet and I started to want his penis inside me but I was afraid to tell him that so I just didn't say anything. I figured no matter what if I just let him do what he wanted I wouldn't get into trouble but then he picked me up and carried me to his bedroom and took my shorts and panties and top off and licked me all over down there and it felt like the best thing that ever happened to me and I really wanted him to put it in me but I didn't want to say that and I was kind of scared but also very excited and kind of hungry for him to put it in me then he put it on my mouth and said "open your mouth" and I did and he put it inside and I sucked on it and it was wonderful and I felt very grown up and very horny and I really wanted him inside me and then he got between my legs and finally put it in me.

It hurt like hell at first but then he just left it inside without moving letting me get used to it but the only thing that really hurt was my hymen which was destroyed but that just stung a little. He was not huge but way bigger than a boy I saw naked who was around 9 the previous summer. I had been sneeking my mom's little vibrator for a while and so I was already slightly stretched but not enough to fit him in so it still hurt a bit but not too badly then he started to go out and back in again over and over then he squirted his sperm in me and then he pulled out and I felt really bad because I wanted him to stay in me but then he licked me again and that felt really nice then I had my first orgasm which was the best.

AFter that I sucked him a lot and he raped me again a few times and each time got better than the one before then about a month later I came while being raped for the first time and that was way awsome.

A few months later he got a good job and then got his own place and moved out. I still went over his house when my mom needed a baby sitter but then when I got older and didn't need a baby sitter I didn't see him as much.

THen he got married and he and my new aunt had a baby and that was when I was in high school.

Then when I was a senior in high school he got divorced and he got custody of his son who was 2.

When I graduated from high school I went to a community college in his town and he offered to let me move in and live with him for free since my Mom let him live with us for free when he was unemployed.

Anyway then it was my turn to baby sit his kid when he went to work but I didn't mind because he was nice for a three year old and besides I liked to clean his little penis when I gave him a bath and helped him when it was potty time. I din't really molest him expecially I just made sure he was really clean down there when I gave him a bath and I was really gentle when I did it because I wanted him to like me doing it. I secretly hoped that he might one day aske me to touch him down there just to make him feel nice but that never happened but my uncle saw me softly carressing the soap onto his penis and after he took me into his bedroom and told me that it was his fault that I liked touching his son. he and I had stopped fucking since he got married but then he apologised for raping me and making me a pervert and I said "shut up and rape me uncle John" and he was surprised and said "Ok if that's what it takes for you to not molest my son" and then he raped me.

So he raped me almost every day and then when I was in my second year at the jr college I got pregnant and I had his baby the next year.

His son from his first wife is 17 now and he flirts with me. I hope he wants to rape me like his dad does but so far he doesn't seem interested. Maybe his little brother who is now 13 might some day like to rape his Mommy. one could hope.