I did something really gross. I have a sock fetish which is pretty tame by itself, I just did something absolutely disgusting to satisfy it and the memory keeps coming back over and over again to haunt me. I get turned on by seeing women wearing socks, and I get turned on by doing other things with socks. Who cares, right?? Socks aren't a big deal, but they have always been a big deal to me.

My first wife had a problem with my sock fetish. She thought I should magically decide not to get turned on by seeing women in socks but that wasn't ever going to happen. She absolutely refused to do anything to satisfy my sock fetish. Our marriage ended in 2002.

I have two older sisters and I went to my oldest sister's house to talk about my problems with my wife, and I told my oldest sister everything that was going on. I never should have gone there because she was wearing gray sport socks without shoes around her house that day, and after talking to her about my issues with my sock fetish and my wife she told me to unzip so I did. I knew better than that but I have a hard time saying no to my sisters. Anyway she rubbed my dick with her feet in socks and she rubbed it until I came all over her socks. I came in buckets because that was the most intense orgasm I ever had. I don't know if I could actually call that sex, maybe Bill Clinton has an opinion about that, but it was the best damn sex I ever had.

She went and told my other sister about the experience and then one day while I was visiting my other sister she wanted to find out what it was like. She was wearing white sport socks that day and I let her rub my dick with her feet in socks until I had an orgasm that was just as intense all over her socks.

I went behind my wife's back and I used both of my sisters for sexual pleasure. God damn I'm disgusting! I've only done it twice but that was eleven years ago and I still get grossed out by myself for remembering that. I'm sorry I did it. I just want to erase the memory but I really don't have anyone with whom I can confess this.

So here I sit spilling my guts to an anonymous website so everybody else can tell me how lame my demons are.