im glad i found this site because i have been living with this for years................i remember when i was eleven my dad and mom had got a divorce and my dad was almost never home and if he was he was usually drunk............i got home on a friday about 230 and was surprised to see my dads car in the drive way i went in the house and straight to my room to avoid my dad after about ten fifteen minutes of doing my homework my dad cam into my room smelling terrible he asked me to give him a hug ( i loved my dad and thought if i gave him a hug he would be happy and go away) but when i went to hug him he hit my butt and told me to lay in bed he was going to spank me for not doing the dishes. i layed on my bed like he told me too not wanting to get in anymore trouble. but when i layed down my dad took his tie and tied me up saying he didnt want me to squirm as soon as i was tied up he began to spank me and after what felt like forever
he stopped spanking me and started rubbing my butt i was a little confused and scared..........but mostly in pain and crying ...........my dad started whispering its okay honey, its going to be okay he leaned in and kissed my tear filled cheek then yanked my panties down then i asked him "daddy what are you doing!" he said shut up unless you want me to spank you again he started spreading my but-cheeks and putting his tongue on my butt hole ( i was still a virgin i hadnt even hit puberty yet) i wimperd a little but didt say anything being scared he got up and pulled my legs all the way apart then tied them to the bed....my dad began to take his cloths of and i remember feeling him climb on top of me and pull my shirt of he began playing with him self while pulling on my long red hair after a while my dad began to make noises and i felt somthing warm and wet going down my butt-crack he climbed off of my and began rubbing his cum into my ass hole and vaginal hole............when he was rubbing my hole i got excited a little but didnt understand it after bout 8 min of doing this he climbed back ontop of me and i felt my dads penis pressing against my butt hole he spit on my hole and tried again to no avail then stuck his finger in me stretching my ass hole he did this for a whil then tried again this time he was able to slip his tip in rocking back in forth he began to fuck my 11 year old hole about five minutes later he began un tying my hands he pulled out of me go up and utied my feet i was so happy it was over i almost thanked him but he just turned me over and climbed on me again this time i saw his penis as he lowerd it tward my pussy he spit in his hand and rubbed it all over his penis he pushed into me splitting my causing me to scream he pushed all the way in my and i felt him pulsing inside me he was cumming he started manipulating my pussy as he came in me and it didnt hurt anymore .........it felt good..................................... ....................my mother came a week later and i cried telling her everything ..................................... .im as still in therapy to this day and my dad has three more years in jail.........................i know its bad but sometimes i get turned on thinking about it and it makes me feel sick