I am a lesbian. I can admit that about myself now.

I know it's wrong though, so I did something about it. I have resolved to be chaste, absolutely no sexual stimulation unless it's with a man that I've married. It was too hard doing it by myself though, I couldn't keep from masturbating or seeking out women. Eventually I bought a chastity belt. I bought an expensive one that I made sure I couldn't get out of or get around. I locked myself into it, and gave the key to someone else. This person, I have made sure, will never give me the key back. I gave them instructions only to give it to my future husband if I ever marry a man.

Even though I'm a lesbian, if I ever have sex again it will be with a man whether I like it or not.