Bi-Sexual Female / 18
I have an amazing boyfriend who treats me like his princess. We've been dating for almost five months- we're both head over heels, and though it might seem naive, we've agreed that one day (obviously at least several years from now), we might like to get engaged and married. He's sweet, affectionate and thoughtful. I do love him, and he makes me happy.
I'm polyamorous. I have the room in my heart to love more than one person, and I do. My boyfriend doesn't know about this- I couldn't bear to hurt him or lose him. He trusts me completely, and I hate feeling like I'm lying to him.
The other man I'm in love with is also an amazing guy. He's polyamorous as well, and loves both me and another woman who doesn't know of his feelings. He's stuck in a relationship with his fiancée, who he's been seeing for several years. He lives with her. He wants to leave her, but he can't because otherwise he'd have no place to stay. It's a tough situation, loving two women and living with neither of them.
We have amazing sexual chemistry. He's a dom, I'm a sub- we share lots of kinks, and he makes me burn. Our relationship is long-distance; our conversations consist of messages over Skype. We know what each other looks like, we've heard each other over calls- I'm just too shy to go on webcam for him or have phone sex.
However, we still play around. He's an amazing writer and he talks me through as I finger myself. He gets me wet, and I get him hard- we give each other orgasms, and cum together. He's my master, and I'm more than willing to wear his collar around my throat while he calls me his slut and fucks me senseless.
If given the opportunity, I would definitely screw him. We would have each other for hours, and fall asleep exhausted and satisfied in each other's arms. We would wake up in the morning and we'd have slow, languid sex before the light of morning even touched our eyes.
As amazing as our nights are and as high as our libidos can be, he would never make me do anything if I genuinely wasn't willing. He would hold me and kiss me and be a shoulder for me to lean on if I needed him. He would do his very best to protect me and he would and does prove to me every day that he loves me.
Is it wrong for me to love two men with equal parts of my being, even when one of them remains unaware?? Is it wrong for me to continue the relationship I have with my lover, while keeping my boyfriend?? I don't want to give either of them up, or hurt them. I love them too much. Is it wrong to follow my heart??
I'm polyamorous. I have the room in my heart to love more than one person, and I do. My boyfriend doesn't know about this- I couldn't bear to hurt him or lose him. He trusts me completely, and I hate feeling like I'm lying to him.
The other man I'm in love with is also an amazing guy. He's polyamorous as well, and loves both me and another woman who doesn't know of his feelings. He's stuck in a relationship with his fiancée, who he's been seeing for several years. He lives with her. He wants to leave her, but he can't because otherwise he'd have no place to stay. It's a tough situation, loving two women and living with neither of them.
We have amazing sexual chemistry. He's a dom, I'm a sub- we share lots of kinks, and he makes me burn. Our relationship is long-distance; our conversations consist of messages over Skype. We know what each other looks like, we've heard each other over calls- I'm just too shy to go on webcam for him or have phone sex.
However, we still play around. He's an amazing writer and he talks me through as I finger myself. He gets me wet, and I get him hard- we give each other orgasms, and cum together. He's my master, and I'm more than willing to wear his collar around my throat while he calls me his slut and fucks me senseless.
If given the opportunity, I would definitely screw him. We would have each other for hours, and fall asleep exhausted and satisfied in each other's arms. We would wake up in the morning and we'd have slow, languid sex before the light of morning even touched our eyes.
As amazing as our nights are and as high as our libidos can be, he would never make me do anything if I genuinely wasn't willing. He would hold me and kiss me and be a shoulder for me to lean on if I needed him. He would do his very best to protect me and he would and does prove to me every day that he loves me.
Is it wrong for me to love two men with equal parts of my being, even when one of them remains unaware?? Is it wrong for me to continue the relationship I have with my lover, while keeping my boyfriend?? I don't want to give either of them up, or hurt them. I love them too much. Is it wrong to follow my heart??
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