My wife and I have been married over 20 years and I love her deeply. But about 10 years ago I discovered that I found guy's cocks to be very attractive! Not guy's faces or muscles or butts - just their cocks and balls. Before long, I began dreaming about what it would be like to suck another guy's dick and lick his balls! Well, I soon found myself in an adult bookstore watching gay cocksucking videos and did they turn me on! I also discovered what that hole cut through the wall between booths was for and that night, I sucked my first cock through the "glory hole"! It was great and even better than I'd dreamed! What a thrill to slide my mouth hungrily onto a stranger's penis, feel it get hard in my mouth and then sucking it to a rocking orgasm! He shot a big hot load of cum into my mouth, it tasted great and I swallowed it all! I now visit this adult bookstore at least once a week and usually get to suck at least one or two luscious cocks and sometimes five or more!

I don't think my wife knows of this hunger or my cocksucking activities and I'd like to keep my secret. As I don't have any other relationships with men, I don't know or see my anonymous partners and I don't want to, am I cheating on my wife?? I ask because it really doesn't feel that way to me!