Hi, I'm nearly turned 18 and I've only had men in my life. I recently started liking girls a lot, and I broke up with my boyfriend because I didn't feel that attractive to guys anymore. I sorta want both, cause sure I woulnd't mind a cock too, but it's just, girls make me so horny. Whenever I see a girl I get really horny and I have a friend who I fancy a lot, and I would love to kiss her, but I know she's not interested. I really wish she was. No one else knows I'm bisexual or lesbian (not sure yet), and I wish I could tell people, but I'm too scared. I really wish I could get my friend to like me in that way, cause she is so incredibly gorgeous. I can't wait to one day kiss a girl and have sex with her. I don't know why guys don't attract me as much anymore. I almost feel ashamed, but there's nothing you can do about the way you happen to feel. I hope, that maybe someone else out there feels as lost as me, and can relate to my story. I love girls so much <3