Recently my 15 year old nephew raped me. Of course rape is a crime and having sex with a 15 year old boy is also a crime. He started flirting with me about a year ago and I kind of flirted back but not with the intention of doing anything about it. I just hadn't realized he took my flirtations so seriously. I should have known better but I was just playfully flirting to the same extent I would with anyone I know. I thought it was purely innocent. But I guess he reached his threshold of tolerence and on a visit to my sister's house he grabbed me when we were alone and over powered me. I told him to stop and that we couldn't do this but he told me he would hurt me if I didn't cooperate and then ignored my protests and proceded to rip my clothes off, drag me to his bed, pushed me down and forced me to suck him before shoving it in and fucking me hard. I was surprised by how big he was and more so by how long it took him to cum. He raped me for nearly half an hour before drenching my c**t with his sperm.

OK so I did tell him no. I did tell him to stop. I did tell him we could not do this. But I supose he could see right through me because despite how loudly I was saying "NO" deep down inside I was desperately screaming "YES!" at the top of my silent lungs and hoped sincerely that he would ignore my protests and force his way inside me. I got my secret wish.

Afterwards he reminded me that I duly protested and that he had threatened me with bodily harm thus protecting me from prosicution in the event anyone found out. I told him to never rape me again. He is my nephew and I love him dearly and so I will never press charges against him for raping me regardless, even if I didn't enjoy being raped by him I would not have pressed charges. Despite my insisting that he never rape me again, I hope he ignores my demand and rapes me again, soon I hope. But I have been a good girl and dress very conservatively around him and no longer flirt with him and in fact I have backed off from any physical affection. He smiles and winks at me and tells me he knows I liked being raped. As he told me, my very existence is an invitation for him to rape me. I hope he believes his hown words as I desperately want to be his victim again.