My names is Larry and I have been married to Penny for 40 years.up until a year and a half ago she didn't know I was a bi crossdresser my big fetish is panties and I want so much to be dominated by her. I want her to make me pit on my panties and service her pussy with my mouth. I tried to do things that would make my fantasy come true. I hired a Dom and she did the things I wanted but it wasn't the same I sucked cock for her I ate her Nd I was fucked in the ass by one of her friends. It was working so I contacted a dom online in my area and things were moving along. She would give me task to do and I would obey. I even took pictures of my wife and sent them to her. She has all my info even has my wife and childrens contact information. I want this so bad I would do anything. The Dom and I setup my wife to talk with a guy that helps woman that had been molested when they were young my wife was forced to have sex with her brother and never for help for it. This guy was a great help to her and I thought that the dom her name was Jenny had control of all this. I was so happy I was going to be able soon to see him fuck her and I could clean his cum from her pussy.it all was a plan that I thought would work. Instead the guy was a good help to my wife and he was more a helper to her than my wants. She seems to be inlove with him and I am worried I am going to lose her. It's my own fault I know and I did ok them being together alone. My wife told me she wouldnt do anything unless she had feeling for the man I DIDNT GET ALL THAT but now I do her panties are always wet from him and I think they are into sex deep. So I sit in my panties and fantasize about me being the cleanup sissy and jack off. I think I am fucked when it comes to my marriage. I try to get her to believe that I am bot that bad and how I don't want to do all these kinky things but I do and I don't think she believes a word I say. Well I will post more as I find out how this will go