My little sisters friend, who I have known since she was 11 (now 20) is super cute, always has been. I have always wanted to have her. Back when we were younger, we used to play a hide and seek game, at night. Typically these games were played with a bunch of friends over at the house. I tended to always find myself hiding with this girl. We were a pretty good team, and always had fun. During these games, where was a lot of communication, without saying anything, but sometimes, I couldn't help but notice we would communicate things that didn't quite involve the game at hand. One time, she was about 13 and I about 15 I remember after getting to a hiding spot, I was layed down, and she followed and layed down basically right on top of me, half on and half off. With here legs spread straddling my hips. Her arm was on my should, and her body was laying on top on my arm. I remember thinking to myself how awesome that was. Then, as she sort of shimmied off of me, and layed on the ground next to me, I moved my arm from where it had been tucked, as I layed my arm down I realized it came to rest on her butt, hand holding one cheek. She didn't act surprised, she just looked at me and told me "hey, that's my butt". So, feeling a little awkward I moved my hand up, attempting to bring it up above my head, as I was doing so she rolled over to look at me and my hand ended up on her perky little breast. Without thinking I gave it a little squeeze and then quickly pulled my hand away. She didn't seem at all displeased. This was however all that became of it, because about that time (we were still playing hide and seek after all) it looked as those we were spotted and we both took off for home base. I couldn't help but thinking that was the wrong home base.

This sort of play continued on through high school and junior high, whether it be "accidental" touching, wrestling, cuddling, or in once case I remember (again during some sort of outside tag game) that she was on all fours in front of me, and I was looking over her, I had my hands on her hips, and she was not at all resisting, I has a slight hard-on, and actually pulled her ass toward me and had her against my hips, she felt my hard-on grow, because she looked over her shoulder, not saying anything, and not moving away. This is as close as I have ever come to doing what I really wanted to do to her.

She is sort of the forbidden fruit, so to speak. Our families are really good friends. She has sort of gained a reputation as a bit of a free-spirit. We still keep in touch rather well, but I still want to fuck her so bad. I don't know how to bring it up, I don't want to make things awkward, and she is still so cute with her tight body. Maybe I will figure it out, or maybe somehow she will read this and realize what it is. Any suggestions would be appreciated haha