wanted to confess this to someone for a long time. actually one man i know knows this....long story there. anyway, ive wanted to confess that when i was very young, from age 13 to 18 i used to go to this gay cruising area here in maine, and give blow jobs at night, a few nights a week, for 10$ each. i did it because it turned me on to do it. noone ever knew and ever will. anonymous confessin here. i enjoyed it alot. and the older men that cruised didnt seem to mind at all either. the man that knows...well he picked me up one night. and it was a man i knew way too much!!! not a relative, but i knew him well. he and i had sex for over 3 years...in secret of course. for my age i made alot of money doing this, but it was the thrill and the cock that i did it for. i loved getting into some older mans car right there in the cruising park and blowing him. most nights id get out of one car and walk to the car next to it. if any men from maine read this, youll know where this is. it was in the early 1990's. anyway...jsut wanted to confess