I am so lucky my partner is everything I ever wanted in a man. He's smooth and hairy in all the right places, tanned and silky skinned but also cut, muscular and very obviously masculine with rough hands. He's wonderfully open to sex. He even lets me dominate him with a strap on but mostly he's dominant. This confession, desire, whatever, has to do with a fantasy of his.

He loves the idea of me sucking other mens cocks and fucking them while they call me a slut. Watching me loving every moment of pleasuring multiple cocks until they cum all over me. He loves me telling him stories about these kinds of things which he wanks off to. In the real world though we've never done this and when we've both cum he doesn't seem so keen on the idea.

It's just that part of me wants to go out and fulfill his fantasy for him. I have a very high sex drive and it wouldn't be a problem, I'd still want him just as much. I would never do anything to jeopardize what we have. So, I haven't and wont do it. I'd never want to hurt him, he means the world to me. As I said it seems like maybe it's just a fantasy and better left there.

I'd like a male perspective. Is he disgusted with himself?? Would that disgust ruin his enjoyment of me cheating?? Or would it make it better?? Would it ruin our relationship?? We're so in love now would it kill our love??

Where are the boundaries between fantasy and reality when it comes to the "cheating women"/"loving wife"/"slut wife" fetish??

I also would secretly like to have a threesome with him and another guy because I'd like to see him take a cock as well as be dp myself. I'm just scared that he'll realize how good a cock in the ass is, compared to a dildo and that he'll leave me for a man. I just know how much he'd like it and I love seeing him get pleasure. He's so beautiful it kills me. I think really maybe I was made to be a swinger but is anyone really able to lead a happy trusting life like that??