It's funny, it wasn't until the Internet became available that I realized people do the craziest of things. I heard someone talking about a really nasty site online called Imagefap, so I investigated it; the first word I typed was "SHIT," just for the hell of it. Anytime I hear of an image web site I always words like that, just to see how distasteful they are.

Funny Thing:

I found all sorts of images of people making messes in their underpants, panties and on each other; not to mention people smearing shit on themselves, and on other's.

I Have a Confession:

I took myself away from that site, telling myself to never go back, but, a part of me could not stop thinking about it... here comes part of my confession: "I was really curious as to what it would actually feel like to let a load go into my wide, snug panties; only I didn't want to do it in public!

Instead, early one morning when my Room Mate (Liz) went off to work and I had the next couple of days off I was sitting and relaxing after a good, early-morning jog I sat for a big hot cup of strong coffee. It was around 5:30 AM that I got a sudden urge to go; "Typical Morning".

Well, as I went into my bathroom I thought, then I stopped in front of my full length mirror, turned away from it and poked my ass out some. Looking back at myself and seeing my fullback panty-lines through the thin Cotton Lycra Running shorts I was wearing, I thought: :Hmmm... nobody is here but me, I can poop my panties and shorts and nobody will ever know!

I almost chickened-out, I actually walked over and lifted the jonnie-lid and then stopped, thought again and then told myself; "WHAT THE HELL!"

Positioning myself facing away from the mirro again I opened my legs some, bent my knees and then turned so I could clearly see my shorts and panties fill.

I was nearly ready to explode anyway, so I gave it a little push. When I did, it all came rushing out at once; it was a huge sticky and very messy load and now I have to admit; IT-FELT-GREAT!

No so much in disbeleif of what I just did, but more of a savoring-the-moment I reached back with my hand and gently pressed my fingers into the massive load in my shorts, but when I got braver and began squishing my fingers into it; I felt my shit begin to smother my pussy.

With my legs open I walked around the house and tried to go through the rest of my morning (only this time my undies were all poopy).

It never crossed my mind that anyone would come by to see me without first calling, but when I heard Liz's voice speak, saying: So, when were you going to share with me your filthy little fetish??"

Turning and seeing her standing there with one other woman, whom I never met, I almost cried!

Liz smiled and then introduced her friend as though things were all-around normal. "Veronica's my name and I do have say that you really know how to have fun, when you're all alone..."

liz put her things down and told me that she'd forgotten that she didn't have to go into work, after all. Liz then told me that she went to see Veronica and while sitting and drinking their coffee; Veronica shared with her, her fantasy, going on to say: "I'm actually very releived to know that Veronica has the hots for me. She pushed herseld to admit her feelings, and when she did I felt a huge burden fall off my shoulders... (meanwhile, I am still standing in our living room with a huge brown bulge in my shorts. I really didn't want to move, so I just kept listening. What else could I do??) Liz - I opened up and told her that I have feelings much like hers, so, we began to fondle each-other. I won't share everything we did with you, now, but, I would like to know; as long as we're opening up, perhaps you can share what you're doing with us, maybe we'll join in!

They didn't do what I had done, but they were pretty interested in it; I even showed them the web site where I got inspired.

A Couple of Months Passed:

The 3 of us were together and by now all of were into the lesbian thing. Veronica stayed the night after we 3 went to a Baked-Bean Cook-off, we laughed about how gassy we were going to be the next day; joking we laughed about elevator riding while gassy. LOL

The next morning Liz came into my room. She pulled my covers back and gently turned me in my somber and opened my legs wide.

She ran her fingers gently the length of the top of the hair-line, down to my ass. She wet her finger tip and massaged my clit a bit; this is about the moment I woke up. Crawling into my bed with me she licked all up and down my body and came to rest with her warm breath near my ear. She moaned a bit and then whispered in my ear: "Me and Veronica would like to fill our panties this morning. We actually did it together several times and now sweet heart; we need to have a messy threesome."

I was really turned on by what she was doing and what she had said to me, so I whispered in her ear and said to her: "Okay, so let's go wake Veronica and get things going."

Liz smiled and then spoke loudly: "C'mon Roni! We're ready for you!"

I could then see Veronica's silhouette at the door as it creeked open. I then heard the sound of her spewing a load in her panties. She flipped the light on, turned and facing away from us and pulled the back of her skirt up; the entire back of her panties were filled, she had such a big, heavy load that it oozed between her legs and up the front; smothering her sexy c**t.

Well, all 3 of us had a wonderful messy session together.

We would sure like to hear from other women on this site; let us know if this is something you like and how you got your start!

Tonya