I've been very depressed lately, me and my boyfriend went thru a very bad break up after 4 years of being together and while we were separated, I had started talking to this other guy. Right after me and this other dude start talking, my ex says he wants to try to work things out with me. So I told him we can take things slow since there was a lot of history and we have both done out dirt over the years. And last night we were hanging out and the other guy hits me up wanting to see me and my ex found the text and kicked me out of his house and he won't speak to me...and I've been so depressed about it, I tried to committ suicide, but for some reason no matter how hard I pushed down in the knife to cut my wrists, I couldn't break the skin (and yes I was doing it the right way). But now I don't know what to take if this or what I should do....:(

I'm sure it sounds crazy but I'm still really sad about the situation and I just feel hopeless and I wish my skin did break