I have to confess that my wife of almost two years is not the only woman that has my heart. When we were dating I had a few different partners, but only one of them was my mistress (who was also in a serious relationship).

It all started off with confessing a crush we had on each other when I was dating her best friend a few years prior. It led to casual texting, and eventually stopped because her boyfriend found out. Months later it picked right back up where we left off, and this time the texting became more intimate. Including pictures and the occasional videos.

This was all happening while she lived with her boyfriend of two years, and while I was living with my girlfriend of over a year. We had become not only physically attracted but emotionally as well. We often told each other that we were in love. Not with our partners, but with each other. She often mentioned that she was willing to leave her partner if I would leave mine, but for some reason I never jumped at the invitation.

A few times we had met out of town for some make out sessions, but she felt uneasy doing anything else in public where we could be seen. Finally a few weeks later the opportunity for a sexual encounter appeared. It was the most intimate encounter I have ever had. Everything was perfect.

For some reason I started to distance myself from her after that day, and eventually we stopped talking altogether. About a year and a half later I got married to my wife. About a year ago my mistress also got married. There have been many times (weekly) I have fantasized about what my life would be like if I had left my girlfriend for her.

I find myself looking at pictures of her and wondering if I made the right choice.