Today, March 23,marks the 173rd day since I was raped

I have told no one

I was walking along a busy street in my city, at 9pm, after going to the library

I am a male, 5 feet, 19, 100 lbs.

I was shoved into a alleyway, and held against a wall, while the perpetrator shoved a knife against my throat and undressed me

He then thrust his cock into my asshole, thrusting deeply, and then withdrew, blood and pain coming from my ass

I screamed, and he threatened to shove the knife up my asshole if I screamed again, before resuming his thrusting

During this, the knife rubbed against my throat, leaving a few marks and a few drops of blood to collect

He, finished, left me there, in a dark alley, with my anus bleeding and my shame bruised and broken

I sobbed for a minute, and then regained my composure, cleaned myself up, and walked home

I then cried for three days, not attending classes, not eating or sleeping

Today, I discovered at the doctors office that I am HIV Positive. As I am immune suppressed, I only have two years to live.

He not only took my dignity, but my life

To whoever you are... I hope it was fucking worth it, you fucking asshole

I hope you die a slow and painful death

I hope that you suffer in agony for the rest of your life

And above all, I hope that before you die, you repent for this atrocity