I was an attention seeker back in high school. I dressed slutty and acted slutty but wasn't really all that sexually active but I loved getting attention. Me and a girlfriend used to make out at parties to drive the guys crazy. It went too far one night and we ended up almost naked eating each other out in front of a group of guys, one of whom filmed us. I am a loud cummer and within days a lot of guys at school had seen me cumming on the tape and made fun of me in school or wherever. It took a long time for me to live that night down.

My husband knows nothing about how I was in high school. I'm terrified he'll see or hear about that video now. I hadn't thought much about it in years and thought it probably didn't exist anymore but I recently heard from a guy who felt bad after seeing it played at a party that some of our classmates were at. He said that they watched it a few times laughing about it and said the guy who had it offered to make copies for whoever wants them. I don't know how to handle this. The guy who played it isn't the guy who originally filmed it. I have no idea how many copies of it are out there. I really don't want to contact the guy who showed it to everyone. I'm afraid it's going to end up on the internet someday or someone who knows my husband is going to show it to him. My husband is a pretty straight laced guy with a very public job. I'm scared witless right now.