I have been friends with a guy named Alex for the past year. We got close really fast and we started fucking really quickly. he then wanted to go out with me but broke up after a week for some stupid reason. Ever since we've continued being sex friends and it had been awesome but recently i've started to have feelings for him, strong one. i get jealous for no reason but i know i can't show it and i know i can't tell him because i'm not his type (he likes the bitchy, fighting type) and so will be disappointed. At the same time i don't want to stop the sex because it's awesome and i don't want to lose the relationship we have. it's like i'm desperate to have his attention and stay close to him, it's sad. i'm in love with a guy i can never be with, and it sucks.