Welll,,, 14 adn i sucked my ex boyfriends penis, i made out with a guy that lives on my street, i sent nude pictures on my phone to a guy that wasnt even me, i have a crush on 2 guys ZH and GM I told my best bro MT about what i did with my ex and he black mails me sometimes. I feel ugly and bad adn my "bro" was about to tell my best friend (who is really religious) about what i did but i didnt want to tell her because i think she will feel less of me and my ex started spreading rumors about it..... hmm. more confessions i set a dumpster fire with my "bro" and got spotlighted by a policecar and about peed my pantsI witnessed my "bro" steal from walmart... I have done and kissed alot of guys, I felt soo bad about my self that i thought about harming myself and killing myself but never did it i want to loose weight because im a bit over weight but it's very hard im trying but i keep getting headaches i lost sooo much weight during the summer but when i started school agian i gained 20 lbs. I just want it to be like i was durning the summer. I got really derpressed the last few months. Did I mention I'm 14 and ive seen one of my friends high and sometimes i watch porn when i get my "needs" feeling... i just feel disgusting i want to be forgiving for all that ive done adn just stop carrying it with me every where i go.