I've dated a quite a few men long term since high school but my latest boyfriend is different from any of them. All my other boyfriends have their own favorite sexual activities but they were all at least gentle and loving most of the time. I've been dating Rob for 18 months now and there's nothing gentle or particularly loving about him.

He's aggressive, forceful, demanding and doesn't really worry about my feelings. We had sex on our first date. I'm pretty hit or miss on a first date but he acted from the get go that we were going to fuck and we did. He just took me to his apartment, took my clothes off, tossed me on the bed, rolled me over and went to town. It wasn't like any first experience I've ever had before. I liked it but I kept expecting a more normal sexual relationship as we saw more of each other but it hasn't happened.

Rob has a very active libido. He pretty much keeps me worn out. He is well endowed and is hard all the time. Sex is always on his mind. He freely checks out other women and makes sexual comments about them to me. He points out both men and women to me and askes if I would fuck them or eat them and things like that. He makes comments constantly like "I bet you'd like to deep throat that guy" and "ask that bitch if she wants you to eat her pussy." I kind of blow it off but he pushes me all the time and has pushed me well beyond my previous experiences.

He constantly wants head, like constantly. In the car, at the gas station, parking garages, his work, elevators, everywhere. He gets it out and has me bent over sucking him and then just settles in and works me til I'm on my knees giving him a full fledged blow job while he encourages me with dirty talk and basically screws my mouth til he cums. He just doesn't care if we get caught and we have been a bunch of times. I'll hear someone coming and try to pull off but he holds me tight in place til he cums. It happened in a hotel hallway in the vending machine alcove, a stairway at his doctor's office and we've been caught in his car by several cops who found us parked in weird places during the day. He just holds me in place til the cop gets an eyeful, then he finally lets me off, and the cops pull me out of the car to make sure it's consensual then we get lectured and told to move along. A few times the cops have seen a lot more than me just sucking him. He makes sure they see and then laughs about giving the cops a thrill. A lot of truck drivers and other guys have gotten eyefuls of me blowing him. He needs it sometimes four or five times a day.

Rob has gotten to where he tells me to do something sexual and I just do it. It's an odd relationship for sure. I ended up having sex with a married woman while Rob and the woman's husband watched after we met them in a bar because the woman liked me and her husband was into it. I really wasn't but I just went along with it for Rob.

He shows my boobs to random people all the time and tends to remove my panties when I'm wearing skirts, especially in bars and clubs if we go out. He takes my clothes off in the car and just til I get spotted. He talks about our sex life constantly with other people. He's flashed my pussy at a lot of men and allows strangers to touch me. He thinks its great fun. A few weekends ago, we ran into an old friend of his at a bar. Within an hour he was asking the guy what he thought of my tits and was asking me right in front of his friend if I wanted to suck him off. As he's done before he lifted my top and bra and had the guy check out my boobs, squeezing and playing with them right in the bar. His buddies love it and some have said this is how he is with all his girlfriends. It's no big deal to them.

A different friend of his I've gotten to know pretty well was at Rob's apartment with us one night a few months ago. Out of the blue Rob starts talking about my pussy and how it needed a shave. I get so embarrassed but Rob doesn't care. Our friend started saying things like "I'd like to see it" and before long Rob's got me naked from the waist down with his buddy checking me out. He offered to let the guy shave me. I almost shit but Rob basically told him it was ok so I let him. It was pretty weird having a guy friend shaving me bald while my boyfriend watched but I'm getting used to crazy stuff like that.

Rob's been talking about having a friend put a tattoo of his choosing just above my pussy. I really don't want a tat on my mound but he's pretty serious about it and I just can't say no to him. He's been telling me that he's going to find men to fuck me and saying things like he's gonna "auction off" my pussy and that he wants to see me "suck cock". he just such a hyper-sexual guy I'm afraid its all we're ever going to have together. There are days I need a break but he's always on. Even when I say no to something he just knows which buttons to push to get me to go along.

He's just such a different kind of guy whose really pushes my boundaries. I'm not really sure where this is headed or how far I'll let him push me. I do enjoy sex with him it just gets to be too much sometimes. I think I need a vacation from him.

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by Anonymous on Apr 7, 2013 at 9:46 PM

You need to get away from him .mail me at [email protected] and hopefully i can give you some personal encouragement

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by Anonymous on Apr 7, 2013 at 10:23 PM

I think that's called ummm... Rape. In some way or another believe me. U need to get away from him and report him or something cause he has no fuckin right to treat any woman that way

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by Anonymous on Apr 7, 2013 at 11:02 PM

if it doesn't feel like rape yet, it most certainly will. Hopefully you can break away before.

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by Anonymous on Apr 8, 2013 at 2:30 AM

Hopefully you will be able to break away with your life intact. Guys like that can be dangerous too, so be careful honey. All the best, it does not sound like he loves you that much.

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by Anonymous on Apr 8, 2013 at 8:38 AM

Hi everyone. I don't think Rob is a rapist. I go along with what he wants for whatever reason but he doesn't threaten me or hurt me. I really love the guy and I think he loves me. I just think that it's different so it's hard to understand. Thanks for the caring comments though, I appreciate it

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by Anonymous on Apr 10, 2013 at 8:42 PM

You have to be liking this or you would get out. I think you like what he does, especially with other people and you use the excuse that I have to do it for him so you have no control over it.
If this is ok go with it. you will have a fun life that's for sure.

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